Lovers Forever ●•Discountinued•●

Chap 18: Thoughts

"Jealousy will only set your mind evil so just let it go and face the truth because you always have to struggle and risk"
-Gavin Jones

Gavin's POV
It's already 3:30 in the afternoon and I am exhausted! Me and my sibs have vistited my grandma in the countreside of Aero (I made that up) and as you all know I went there late because I had to stay and take care of Rose....so I just went home by myself because my 2 sibs will be staying there for school I actually decided to graduate there when Im college already...So I still haven't got the chance to say to Rose regarsing to those kind of things as she knows that I'll stay here at the Lakeview forever....but... I just wonder how is Rose doing it's been awhile and I noticed a change... ever since she's been reunited with Haruki she's grown distant over me and it just makes me miss her again and again....it messes my mind because....alright im JEALOUS! Of it im sick of the way he looks at her im jealous about the way Haruki does to her and Im incomplete without her I just....I just wish I didn't experience stuff like this....it makes me numb.....Do I even have the chance...maybe I should just give up UGH! Im just sick of Jealousy! I guess im just really exhausted and I think I've dealt this for I dunno....about forever...ever since my dad had to remarry a woman because of that stupid divorce! I was so scared to love because I might end up like him....and I won't be happy for the rest of my life..that's why I was so jealous everytime Rose and Haruki were together...and....now he's my competish.....I just wondered what life would be when...I loved....I think im going to need some help from Zack....

Zack's POV
It's been awhile since Gavin has acted alot more strange because he would again and again ask for advise on how to love...heh it's just funny that....that Son of a Bish would give up his life just for this girl but I guess Rose really is something..I mean Rose Changed Gavin he was ok I'll say it Gavin is Snobby and Serious alot Competative and a less show off....So ye I know my buddy very much and I known him since we were Little because ever since I was a child I've been pals with him and Rose and...Clara....Oh wow...Her....I just wish I loved Clara the way Gavin loves Rose....but to be in fact....I support my Bestfriends and it's just we all change....So Ye Gavin is Calling again because let me guess another advise to come here we go again *sighs*
-Zack and Gavin's Convo-
Z: So Gavin what do you need this time a love potion?
G: Actually I nee-
Z: Help I know with Rose...
G: Ye...Look I know I always come calling to you everytime I need a favor or an advise but you've experienced this kind of things already...
Z: So what? U just keep calling me look...Gavin if you really want to know who and what Rose is well...Call Clara! I mean they have been friends since forever!
G: But dude...I really need to ask you!
Z: Fine ask it...
G: Did you feel when you were Jealous about Clara Clinging with another boy?
Z: Tsk! Of course! Look dude me and Rave Courted Clara at the same time and you and Haruki are Courting Rose and if you really want to win her heart you should be yourself you should be happy on what she chooses because sometimes life dosen't plan everything the way it was supposed to alright?
G: Wow..I've never thought about that..
Z: Well you should dude if you love her be yourself the way you want her to see you that's always the key to a 1st relationship start!
G: Ok bruh! I hope your right now Im gonna hang up
Z: Ok just trust me..
*Ends Call*

Rose's POV
I was just at Haruki's place earlier in the morning but now im just at my room thinking about Gavin...Im thinking about our relationship if I pick him will it go wrong or right? *sighs I mean him and Haruki makes me complete but...He makes me even more alive because I was just always the price tag in the other boys who courted me..but I never even liked the others and now Im ruined Im torned between 2 guys I guess this was going to be harder...I just want to love tje right person that's all....I guess if I were to choose...I think im making up my mind already..Im going to choose and say my result at...Prom.. and were coming back to school this Wednesday so I will be able to see him again but also tomorrow at practices! Im just so confused but I'll get it somehow...I guess Theres just alot going on so I'll let them be..after all this story isn't ending just yet...there's still alot to catch on....
*Tbc*

Alright My fellow readers Im putting alot of effort in this story and I just Put this chapter to understand what Gavin and Rose's improvement will be so ye I'll be spoiling the chapters to you:
Chap 20: Back to Reality
Chap 22: Late night Conversations
Chap 25: Final Edits
Chap 28: Lights Camera Action
Chap 30: Halloween at Watashu go go
So I've been thinking cocepts for these chapters and im not yet sure if this is the order but this events will be happening!
So im Signing out
Author: ~Ice_Cream_C~