MESSED | ATEEZ ✔

FOUR

SEOHYUN POV

As soon as I arrived in front of my bedroom, I take all my thing put at behind my bed and closed the door. I jumped and rolling all my body over the bed desperately. I'm tired. The room not too big not too small it's fit enough for me. The pastel coloured on the wall just nice. So cozy.

I took out my phone and scrolling down my gallery photo and looking at my bestfriend picture. I smiled. I missed him. I missed Yeonjun, yes my bestfriend name was Choi Yeonjun.

I know him almost 10 years. He was too nice. He really take a good care of me. He never left me behind and the most important was he always put me as his top priority. It's been a week I can't reached him.

Well, he was with his parents at Spain when I fly to Seoul. I still remember the last day we met and it's make me more sad right now. I closed my eyes trying to hold the tears from falling down but I failed. Of course.

"I'm sorry princess for not being able to accompany you to the airport, I wish I can but you know my flight is a week earlier than you. I really hate being there. But you know how my parents can be if I'm not going." Yeonjun said while pout his mouth and make a sadly face to me.

"Awww no it's okay Yeonjun. I'm totally fine. I can managed myself don't put the blamed on you". I said while cupped his cheek with my both hand and giggles. He sighed. Still in a sad mood.

"Okay princess let's hugged for the last time..." He said but before he finished his word I slapped his chest not to hard but still can felt the pain.

"Auch! Why are you hitting me?". He raising his eyebrow and wiped his chest to relieved the pain.

"Why are you saying last time? You're not gonna see me again or what? Are you want to leave me here? Alone?". I asked with tears in my eyes.

"You always not letting me to finished my word right princess? It was last time for today. I'm not gonna leave you like alone. You know me better." He explained while caresses my hair.

I smiled as soon as he said that. I'm happy. I really cannot imagine if my life without him. I'm not gonna make myself lost him too. One losing was enough for me.

It's really hard to believed the fact that I already loss one of my bestie. Naeun. Lee Naeun. I wished you were here Naeun, you need to seeing how much Yeonjun grew up and become a gentlemen. I'm tearing again and this time I get myself difficult to breathing. My chest hurt so bad. The reality really hit me hard. They're not trying to give me a happy life. World was so cruel to me and I fallen asleep.

Flashback

"Please someone help me! Someone was injured here. She needed helped. Please rescue her first before me".

That was happened about 4 years ago. I and Naeun had a car crashed. It's not us driving a car but someone who was drunk drove crazyly and hit us when we both walking by the road. My left upper arm broken I got many stretch scar and small cut on my body. But Naeun bleeding so bad. She unconscious and she looked so weak. She not even flinched even a little when I was trying to wake her up. I'm scared, afraid, it was happening so fast. I don't know what to do after that I fainted.

As soon as I open up my eyes I was in hospital. Yeonjun was beside me. He looked messed and terrible. Two days was passed already. He told me that the doctor can't help Naeun because she lost her blood so much and got a frozen blood in her head that was why she can't manage herself to get up.

I was crying out loud not bothering with people around me. I just lost my bestfriend. No. She more than just my friend if Yeonjun always acting like a dad to me so Naeun take a role as my mom. I always got a nightmare because of this. This thing never leave me alone and it's still haunted me even now. I ended up crying on my sleep.

Suddenly I felt someone was shaking my body to wake me up.

"Seohyun noona, wake up!"

It's a male voice. I open my eyes widely and I saw Jongho was standing beside me with a concern looked. I sit up and blinked a couple times and take my eyes to looked at him.

"Dinner was ready. Seonghwa hyung asked me to called you. I'm sorry for get in your room without your permission it just because you not responded me when I'm knocked your door." He explained and pouting his mouth while he speak. I just smiling at him and nodded. How can he be like this cute I felt like want to squished him right now I said that in my mind.

"Are you okay noona? You looked like you're crying." He continued asked me. I touched my eyes and wiped my tears.

"Oh yeah I'm good it's just nothing. It's my habit crying on sleep. I will going down in 10." I chuckled a bit. He just nodded and walking away to the door.

"God, he not supposed to see me like this I don't want Seonghwa know about this." I whispered while get my luggage and go to change my clothes.

So this is Yeonjun from TXT. He was my bias there. 

This is Naeun from APRIL. I love her when she played a roles as Yeo Ju-da in Extraordinary Haru 😁

I'm sorry for including Yeonjun and Naeun here. It's supposed to be ATEEZ only but It's not fun right if we read something that we can't imagine who was that. 😅

Thank you for having a time reading this. It's still not fun here but I promise it will turn out good after this pray for me 🙏