After the whole silence they started to eating again and trying to change the topic. Mingi suddenly blurted out and asked Seonghwa why this food so salty today and they started it again. Arguing and having a battle mouth looked who will win in the end. They ended the conversation with laughing...all the time laughing.
"San... why are you so quiet today? Are you okay? Because you usually being a hyper one after me." Wooyoung asked out of sudden and make San choked a little.
"N-nothing... I'm just tired you know what I mean right?!" He replied stuttered and take a little glance to me. I was like what was wrong with him? I shaked my head trying not to focused with them.
"Really? But I think you not like you're really tired before untill Seohyun came." Wooyoung continue his word and make a wide grin at his mouth.
"I don't know what you're trying to say but I know one thing. I'm not interested with your damn question right now." San said. His gaze were so deep when he looked at Wooyoung
"Don't acted stupid San. I know you so well... You like her don't you?" Wooyoung guessing and make all people in the dining room choked. Especially me. My eyes widened and looked at him. San just sending a death glare eyes to Wooyoung.
"I hope you not forgetting the rules". He continued while raising his both eyebrows.
"Don't tell me the thing that I already know please can you?" He asked Wooyoung with his cold tone.
"Wait! What rules?". I asked curiously.
"Asked your brother sweetie..." Wooyoung chuckled. This time I just remember the rules that Seonghwa mention before.
"Don't tell me you're telling them too about the that thing you tell me before?" I furrowed my brows and turn my head to Seonghwa. Hoping he will give another answer but he just ignoring my question which was I know the exactly answer.
"I don't get it... Why you need to make a decision for people Seonghwa? You demanding me for not doing this and that, you control all over the house just because you're the eldest. Now you just threatening the others for not allowed to like...me? What so stupid Seonghwa?!" I raising my voice at him.
Yes, it was my first time meeting him but he just like not making a deal with me. He's conqueror.
"Seohyun! Please keep your manners while you were speak with me. Show your respect to me, I am your brother". Seonghwa said almost yelling and make the other shocked and also me. He stomping the desk and making around his fist to ball. He's angry... I know the way he breathing unorganised.
"For your information, I'm not talking with respect to someone who are not respect to me either. Clear? So don't tell me what was respect shit mean is." I replied him and still raising my voice.
"Why are you so backing San up? Don't tell me you like him too?" He continue but this time he closed his face to me and staring me with his deep eyes.
To intimated me.
Sorry hwa it's not working this time. I'm so angry even scared a bit. But it just not make a thing better now.
"If I said yes... what I got? What would you do now? It's not like I'm coming here for hating all of your friends Seonghwa!" I jerk him.
He biting his bottom lips to controlling his anger and suddenly he laughed but his sound so sarcastic.
"Now I know why mom and dad sending you here... Poor them, It's must be so hard for them to raising you there with your really bad attitude you're so stubborn and never listened!" I gulped.
All the dining room was so quite. They're start staring each other. I'm not expecting he will say something like that here. Right now. In front of his friend. It was too mean for me. Seonghwa blinked his eyes rapidly as he just realized that he shouldn't say like that. But he can't controlled it's just come out from his mouth.
"You know nothing about me Hwa... So stop talking shit like you know everything. You know what Seonghwa, you're already succeed to make me draw the line between us." I said but too obvious it's sound so disappointed and sad.
Seonghwa shaking his head trying to catch a breath and he sighed "I'm sorry I didn't mean to say like that I'm emotional. That thing just come out". He turn his head down to finding my eyes.
But I keep it that shut. I hate him. I was going to get up from my seat, I need to leave this place right now. It's not good for my emotion but I stopped when Hong joong was speak.
"No one can get up from the seat untill you guys finished the whole meal. Included you Seohyun. Sit down or you will got the consequences. I'm not accepted any complaining or making any noises. Stop fighting each other." He commanding while pointing his finger to me.
His gaze were very sharp I think I can get cut and bleeding if I'm not listening him as I got shiver. How can this sweet guy earlier turn to this scary like hell? I swear he really look scary when he get mad. Don't try to making his anger exploded. I said reminder myself.
So, I sat down back to my seat and continue to eat. I need to eat even I'm not hungry now. As I can felt my eyes watering but I just ignored that tried to hold that as much as I can. I'm frustrating, mad, messed, oh my god. I think all the negative vibe were combined together with me now.
Great...
Someone was tapping my thigh soft. I looked down and turning my head and I saw Yeosang. He smile at me. I know he want to comfort me, he softness smile make me felt better even a little. I returned my smile to him and I nodded which was I told him I'm okay.
Thank you for the concerned Yeo.
That's how I ended my day. God I swear this was my long day I ever had. I hate to live today. Just for today at least.
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