MESSED | ATEEZ ✔

THIRTY-THREE

After a little arguing with San, I come up to the yard and I saw everyone already sit down on the chair and servings a food on the table. I gulping my saliva and take a really deep breath to calm myself.

"Princess, here." Yeonjun calling me to seat beside him. I took my feet and going to him.

"What happened? You look pale. Is something wrong?" He asked me but I keep my mouth shut up and shaking my head. He just sighed when seeing my response.

Wooyoung sat beside me and Hongjoong sat beside him. In front of me has Seonghwa, Yunho, Yeosang, Jongho, and Mingi. I looking at the back searching for San but he didn't show up.

His face earlier really show me how disappointed he was to me and confused with my attitude. I promise him for not hurting him or what but I seriously can't trusted myself. I'm fucked up.

I felt guilty toward him. It's not his fault. I shouldn't treat him like that. The one who having a problem was me. I am the problem. I can't said the truth. I put all people in my problem and it make me felt bad.

I'm a bad guy.

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After about 20 minutes we're eating San come up and sit beside Mingi. Which is he in front of me. I clearly seen his face. His mad face. I biting my bottom lips when my eyes hit him. He just clenching his jaw and shrugging off everything before he started to eat.

"Hyung, where are you going? Why you come up late?" Jongho asked San and he tilted his head. Everyone took an eyes to him and same as me.

"Toilet, I got stomachache." He said with his cold tone and not glancing to Jongho even for a little.

"Take a medicine, if it getting worse or going to the doctor." Hongjoong said and give him a some sausage and chicken. He take that and put that on his plate.

He not even looking at me. He mad and I am the one who make him mad. I sighed under my breath. But I didn't realize I sighed like a really a loud. Make everyone took an eyes to me.

"What's wrong sweetie? Are you okay?" Wooyoung asked me with concerned.

I flinched a bit. My eyes glistening around and looking at all the face who was looking at me. Except San. Weird. I blinked my eyes and chewing my food before swallow it hard.

"What?!" I asked confusion.

"You just sighed like a loud and you asked us why?" Seonghwa said while narrowed his eye brows.

"Oh am I? I didn't realize it. Sorry." I said nonchalantly.

"You don't need to sorry. It's not your fault plushie. But seriously are you okay?" Yunho asked me and I just nodded for telling him that I am okay. But not my heart actually I'm in pain because hurting the man I spend the time with.

"Okay, okay, enough about this. Why not we playing a games? Yes or no?" Mingi suddenly spoke up and grinning widely before wiggling his brows

"What games? Don't played something dumb like you Mingi. I'm not gonna play that." Yeosang said strictly.

"Truth or Dare? So? Wanna play?" Mingi wiggles his eyebrows to us. They just sighed but they not refused it.

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They started to played the games. I actually not in the mood to play the game but Wooyoung keep pushing me to join them. That games was so tricky. If we got wrong for choosing then we will get hurt or more to embarassed.

Mostly they're all choosing dare. I don't know why, maybe they too afraid for saying the truth. Which was everyone have their own secret. Why they need to telling them. It's too privacy.

"Okay, Yeosang truth or dare?"

The spinning bottle stopped at Yeosang and obviously he annoyed. He sighed as he thinking hard for choosing against truth or dare.

"Well, I'll choose dare. Of course." Yeosang replies.

"So, em let me think what dare you should done." Mingi said as he paused and make his finger tapping on his chin.

"Okay, I dare you to kiss Seohyun." He said with his joyful voice. I gasp and immediately look at Mingi who was looking at me with a smirked before I took my eyes to all the faces, they are shock as me.

"What the fuck Mingi?! I'm not allowed him to do that." I yelling at him as I protesting him.

"Yeah right, it's too much. Just do another things. There's a lot of thing you can give him a dare. Why you need to do such a sexualized thing?" Hongajoong spoke up mad and crossing his arm on his chest while his eyes glancing at Seonghwa who was completely froze after hearing that.

"Come one, I'm not specified the part. Just one kiss whether on her cheek, hand, or forehead or you want me to said other part." Mingi said and took his eyes at Yeosang while smirking evil to him.

"What the—" Yeosang want to said something but Mingi cut him off.

"Lips, on her lips now." Mingi demanding.

"Yahhhh! Am I look a joke to you Mingi?!" I screaming at him. Why? Why he needs to make Yeosang done that?

"Just do it. I want to know something. Do it now or I'll do it." Mingi said strict. His eyes turn to darkened. It's scared me.

I took my eyes to San. He obviously mad more mad than earlier. The way he looking at Mingi was like he gonna killed Mingi soon. I biting my bottom lips and looked at Yeosang. He just stare at me.

Thinking? Yes.

"Fine, I'll do it. Sorry Seohyun I didn't meant to. This is not your first kiss, right?" He said with a full guilty and stood up. He make my heart pounding so much which was make me gulped my saliva many times and furrowed my brows even more.

He sat in front of me so it's easier to him for reached me. He make his face closer to me but before he doing that someone hand pushing his head hard. Really hard make him fall at the back on his seat.

I turning my head to looking who was he, it's San. He faced fully red and he breathing roughly. I just stay quiet like a few seconds. Everyone seems so shocked. How can he standing at my back? I didn't realize he stood up.

"Never touched her." San warning and pointing his finger to Yeosang and the others. He turning down his head to looked at me. His face really close with me. Make me felt a little uncomfortable.

"Come with me." He said and grabbing my hand to making me stood up from my seat. He drag me not to rough but still can make me twisted with my own leg but before I could walking further he stop.

He gripping more his hand with me and turning his head to the others. He poked his tounge and take a really deep breath before he could speak. I just look at him confusion.

"I want to talk with her in privacy. So, you guys just stay here don't ever think to stopped me." He said strict and sending them a death gaze. Before continuing dragging me into the house.

After we get in the house, he slammed the door loud and keep it that lock. He pushed me into the living room and release his grip from my hand. I hissed a bit as I turning down and look at my red wrist before I took my eyes to him.

I running my eyes for looking at outside, gladly they used a sliding door which was I can saw all the boys worried face and confused out there. I turning my head to looking at San. He just staring deep into my soul while clenched his jaw. I gulped down hard and furrowed my eyebrows.

What is it, San?