I'm not the person you want. I never was. It took me a while to learn that, I think you fell in love with the idea of me instead. But the thing is, you're not the person I fell in love with. Gods, you have no idea how absolutely hopeless I was for you. You've changed, and honestly I'm not sure how to feel about the person you are now. Know the difference between love and drugs, it will take a while, but you'll figure it out. You're smart, always been so smart. I admire that about you. I love the way your brain works, but I know how you hate the thoughts in your head. And that's okay. It's all gonna be okay. Just dont let bad habits take over your heart. You're not a bad person, never have been in my eyes. Hurting people and yourself is not a solution to problems. Know that. Its important. Figure out who you want to be for yourself, please. I love you and I need you still.
"Im confused?"
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To the only boy I've loved before
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