Michaeng-I Don't Deserve You

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Chaeyoungs pov.

She kissed me and my mind went blank. I was shocked. All the emotions I felt when I was with her just made me shiver. But I couldn't let her break my heart again. I couldn't let her play me like she did then.

I pushed her off me and looked at her with a disgusted face.

,,Don't you ever try touching me again, I told you already, we're over. I wmat you to go gome now already and I want you to break up with him right away."

I tried staying calm while telling her those things. I didn't care anymore. She broke me and I just wanted her to know that I hate her...I hated her for how she played me. She was...the first person I've ever opened up to. I really felt like she understood me, but looks like I was wrong.

Mina looked at me sad after what I've told her, but I just kept my face straight and went to the frontdoor.
I looked at her and told her to get out, I couldn't see her anymore. I just didn't want to anymore. She then let her tears fall and put her hands on my cheek.

,,I'm sorry Chaeyoung, for everything I've done. For really everything. I-I really liked you, but it's just...I wish I could tell. But please...even if I've done something wrong, I just can't handle with everything that is happening around me...I turned into a blood sucking monster and I just...I can't stop myself I just...it felt like I had to do that...I had to drink his blood. I can't control my feelings it's like...i-it's like I'm going crazy...you have to help me. Please help me out of this..."

Even though I wanted to, I just couldn't help her with that. I know it's my fault that this happened to her, but I mean...I can't even look into her eyes. How could I be with her everyday then?

,,Sorry, but no. I won't. You have to help yourself on your own. That's you problem."

I looked into Mina as her eyes were filled with anger. She looked so mad. But not only mad also kind of sad and I don't know...desperate.

,,Okay, good . Then I'll just keep on dating your brother, and maybe even drink his blood everyday. Woahhh or I'll just kill him, wouldn't that be cool Chaengie?"

She said smiling evily.

I was on the end of my nerves. My blood was literally boiling, because of anger. Thiss...aishhh. I pushed her on the wall hardly and looked angrily into her eyes.

,,YOU...ughh fuck" I punched against the wall, which was a bad idea, because now there was a big hole in the wall. ,,Okay, but don't expect anything more than learning when we meet, Myoui Mina."

Then I ran out of the house and went to my parents old house, so I could relax a bit and just calm down.

Few minutes later:

When I arrived I got in my room, decided to drink a bit, so I could calm down and laid inside my bed. When I layes there I noticed a small red thing. When I took it, I noticed, that this was the pantie Mina was wearing on our first time. I looked at it intensely, but then I came back to my sins and just put it away.

I couldn't stay here anymore. Too many memories came back into my mind so I decided, that I could just go to the club tonight. I mean a lot of hor girls are there and I haven't really had fun since Mina left. So I thought that I could need a bit company.

I put on a short black dress and went to the most famous club in this city wonderful city Seoul. I got in and was greeted with the smell of alcohol and a lot of people, that we're dancing really near on each other.

I went to the bar and asked for a drink.

,,One sex on the beach, please."

,Now the night is just about to start.'