Michaeng-I Don't Deserve You

The truth.

Throwback Minas pov.

We laugh. Just like we did in the old times. Like we did as kids. Spending time with Suyeon kinda helped me forgetting about all. It helped me forget about her. How she just left me for that...ugh I don't even find words.

And even though my head starts maning space for new things to enter it, my heart still won't stop aching. It's like half of it left. I kinda wonder how I even lived before getting to knoe Chaeyoung. It's like my heart always searched for its other half and when I met Chaeyoung I found it. But after what happened it's even worse. It's so much worse and I can't even do anything against it.

Right now Suyeon and me are in my room, watching movies and stuff, like we did when we still were friends. I enjoy it to be honest and it's kinda like he's some kind of medicine against the pain. When he's with me it just lessens, but when I'm alone it's like someone stabbing me over qmd over again.

We decided to make a movie marathon today and now we're watching clueless. I probably watched it a thousand times already ,but it's just too good.

,,Yaa Minaa. I don't want to watch clueless again like we watched it a million times already. Can't we just watch...I don't know...transformers ir stuff like that."

He said, trying to change my mind to watch this movie again, but I didn't care and just brought some good arguments.

,,There's no way I'm going to watch transformers with you. You already picked the last mivie, nie it's my turn. Alsooo...you should let me pick the movie as an apology for what you did."

His look instantly changed and he just nodded, giving in.

,,Mina, can I as you somethong?"

He asked, turning around to face me and when I lookee at him le looked very serious.

,,Yeah sure, just go on."

,,What's with you and Chaeyoung?"

I just guloed and decided to try change the topic.

,,That doesn't include you Suyeon, so please don't ask."

He then just turned around again, trying to avoid eyecontact. It was quiet for a while till he suddenly spoke again.

,,...Did she break up with you?"

I then also turned away, trying to hide my sadness.

,,Y-Yes."

,,I told you Mina. She's a freak. You should have never been with her. With this loser."

,,Can we just please watch the movie Suyeon?"

He just nodded and we started the movie, ignoring all the embrassing things, that happened right now.

After a while, we both heard the door ring, but kind of just shrugged it off and kept on watching the movie, till suddenly we heard footsteps. A person was walking to my room direction and my door was still open. Just when I was about to look who it was, Suyeon harshly grabbed my neck, pulling it towards him. Making me kiss him. I tried to move, but I was only able to after a few seconds. My blood was boiling after what he had just done, but before kicking his ass, I heard something being dropped and I looked at the door, only to be greeted by her.

I got goosebumps all over my body and it felt like I couldn't even being out a single word. I looked at her. Her bruised face and injured looking leg. I scanned her whole face, till my eyes met hers. Guilt overflowed me and I just didn't know what to do. She looked...broken...There was no other way to describe her right now. I would say things like mad, dissapointed or mad, but it wasn't like that. She looked indeed broken. She looked like she lost the will to live and I didn't know what to do. I wanted to help, but how when I wasn't even able to open my mouth.

,,Chae-"

And with that she just ran away, leaving me right there. It felt like my body couldn't move at all, but I had to do something now.

,,What the heck Suyeon?!."

,,Hey Mina calm down...I had to kiss you, else she would have never left and you know that. She doesn't deserve you. Come on let's continue watching the movie."

I instantly slapped him harshly, knowing that he did all this on purpose.

,,Fuck you! Leave now. And don't you dare ever talking to me again! Leave as long as you're able to!"

,,B-But-"

,,Now!"

He ran out of my room and left immediately, while I just stood there...unsure about what I should do now. Right when I was about to sit down, my eyes met something on the floor and so I went near that thing and noticed, that it was a camera.

I picked up the camera and sat down on my bed afterwards. I was a bit curious about what's in it, since Chaeyoung must have brought it all the way from her house to my place. I decided to open it and when I did saw a recording, that must have been taken in the club we visited. I started the video and just kept watching. After a few seconds you could see Chaeyoung walking to the bar and me still dancing. My eyes kept on Chaeyoung and I was shocked when I suddenly saw Seulgi coming near her, kind of like flirting with her. Out of nowhere Seulgi suddenly put something in Chaengs drink and from that point I knew, that something must have been wrong. From how Chaeng acted afterwards, I knew that she probably got drugged by Seulgi and just when I saw how she suddenly kissed the drugged Chaeyoung, I immediately got up and ran outside, taking my parents car keys while doing so.

I have to clear everything up...