Michaeng-I Don't Deserve You

I'll always be here for you

Narrovers pov.

When Mina woke up, she decided to go downstairs and cook something for  Chaeyoung and her, since she was hungry already.

She put on a long sweatshirt without anything underneath and then went downstair. Since she was craving for bacon and eggs, she made some and suddenly she felt someone wrapping her arms around her and putting her head on her shoulder.

She flinched at the sudden contact, but was relieved, when she saw that it was Chaeyoung.

,,Morning penguin."

Even though she loved the feeling of the warmth Chaeyoung was giving her, she still thought about the rule they made. No feelings.

So Mina pulled back and looked at Chaeyoung.

,,Umm I think we shouldn't do that. That's a couple thing you know."

Chaeyoung looked at her and smirked.

,,Yeah, you're right. We should do this instead."

She then grabbed Minas ass and squeezed it, making her gulp. She started kissing Mina roughly and carried her to the kitchen table, kissing her. The kiss involved no feelings at all. Only lust. Since they wanted to only do all this physical.

Mina kissed Chaeyoung back and the short one then grabbed her boobs, making the japanese one moan.

Mina then pulled back and looked to Chaeyoung.

,,We can do this later. Breakfast now."

She then gave Chaeyoung a short peck on her lips and then put the two plates filled with eggs and bacon on the kitchen table.

,,Ughh, okay whatever."

Both started eating their food and talked meanwhile.

,,So, umm Mina. You still wanted to tell me all about what happened between Suyeon and you. Why did you break up with him and when?"

Mina choked on her foot after hearing what Chaeyoung asked her. She tried to act calm and answered her.

,,Yeah...umm so...let me start from the very beginning. You might know Suyeon and me were bestfriend since like...forever. We used to do literally everything togethet. But the day I visited him at your place, he suddenly asked me to be his girlfriend and since we were best friends, I kind of felt bad and so I just agreed with it and told him that I would be his girlfriend, hoping that I would develope feelings for him after a while of beeing together. But I never did and then also you came into my life and I have never felt something like that with anyone but you. But then he just found out about us and forced me to be with him and I just couldn't say no, because he said that if I won't be with him, he would tell my parents about us. I was scared of it so I just obeyed. I just couldn't do this anymore, so I decided to break up with him yesterday. I didn't care about my parents anymore. I didn't want to be with-"

Chaeyoung suddenly just interrupted Mina with a long and passionate kiss. She knew that it was wrong im some way, because of the kind of rule they had, but she couldn't care less. She felt bad with Mina.

Chaeyoungs pov.

Wow...I did not know, that she was forced on being with him. I was treating her so bad. I really had no right to behave like that. It wasn't her fault.

I know I shouldn't kiss her like that. Not now. But I couldn't hold back. I just couldn't. I stared at her eyes. Her wonderful brown eyes, which were filled with pure sadness...and it made my heart ache. Seeing her like that hurt me even more than it made Mina hurt. I wanted to act as if I'm completely emotionless...I wanted to act cold... But how could I when those beautiful eyes were looking at me.

I kissed her...again...and again...as if there was nothing else, but our touch.  As if the time never stopped.

I then pulled away I looked her in the eyes and put my hand on her cheek, admiring her beauty.

,,I...I'm sorry. I'm sorry for blaming you. You had no fault in all that has happened. I hope you can...forgive me maybe? I was being an asshole for the whole time...and you're just...perfect...someone like me really doesn't deserve you...I don't deserve you."

I didn't even notice the tears, that were escaping my eyes, when I said all of this. But when I did, I instantly stood up and turned away, hiding them from her. I didn't want to show her, that she was making me so weak. That she was my weakness.

But before I could even walk away, she held my wrist. I turned around and saw her looking at me. We were staring at each other for what felt like hours. She then just came nearer and nearer and then...hugged me.

Even though it was just a hug, it made my heart go wild. It made me...happy...That was the first time in my life that I was really...really happy.

I wanted to stay like this forever and even longer. I didn't want to ever let her go. I wouldn't ever let her go. I had the urge to save her from anything...to be there for her...

...always.

Sooo, new update again heheheh. Hope y'all like it and if you don't...just continue reading it, because why not!! ~Manolya