Michaeng-I Don't Deserve You

When you regret

Chaeyoungs pov.

After what I have heard from her right now, I instantly choked on my coffee. How could she say something like this?
I know she maybe just doesn't know about the thing that happened to my parents many years ago, but still..there was no need to say so mean and disrespectful things like this to me..
I felt like I couldn't breathe and as if there was a lump in my throat. It hurted me a lot..those words..I know she has the right to be angry, but still...
Even though I got really frustrated and mad right now, I still tried to just control what I was feeling.
I wiped my mouth, put my coffee down, looked right into her beautiful brown eyes and talked..
,,I'm sorry Mina, you might don't know, but I have lost my parents, it was..."
,,Chaeng you don't have to tell her, it's oka.." ,,No Suyeon, it's okay. I will tell her...so..I lost my parents in a car accident many years ago.. I lost them when I was 6 to be exact, so I have to correct you and say that I don't have a bad relation to them, it's just..I don't have any type of relation towards them. As much as I would like to have one, it will never happen and I can't change my fate"
After that, I saw how her face went blank.

Minas pov.

She what?? I still can't process the things she said right now. I didn't want to make her feel sad. I just...I was a bit angry and said things, that I shouldn't have said. It's like.. I feel like a bad person. I don't have the rights to treat someone like that and I should have thought about that before. So I wanted to apologize
,,Chaeyoung, I'm so sorry. I didn't know about..that...can you.."
but right before I was about to end my sentence, she just stood up and put some money on the table.
,,I should go and give you two some space. I'm sorry for the unpleasent time right now. Let's just forget about it.. just pay for the meals with my money, it's okay. I'll go now bye"
I looked into her eyes when she said the last thing. All I could see inside of her eyes was sadness and anger and it was all because of me. It seemed like she didn't want to be with us anymore..as if she couldn't handle being with us. She walked away fast and we could just look after her.
,,Mina, why did you talk to her like that? She didn't deserve it, she's a good person and you just treated her like shit right now. She is my sister. If you hurt her, you're hurting me so please can you talk to her openly and apologize for what happened right now?
I understood him. He is right, I should talk to her..
,,Okay you're right. I'll search for her outside, just go home, I will call you once we're finished talking." ,,Okay, love you"
he gave me a quick peck on my lips. ,,Bye, Suyeon". I went out of the restaurant and started searcing for Chaeyoung. It was already dark outside, so I couldn't really see anything. But when I arrived at a alley, I was dragged into a dark corner by someone...