I'll miss you

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"Can I hear it?" After you asked JJ turned a shade of pinkish red, nodded and proceeded to clear his throat.

"And I know she'll be the death of me at least we'll both be numb. And she'll always get the best of me the worst is yet to come. But at least we'll both be beautiful and stay forever young, this I know, this I know~ She told me "don't worry about it", she told me "don't worry no more" but we both know we can't go without it. She told me "You'll never be in love"~"

(This is the full song below and if you can't access it I'll put a link in the comments. Btw he didn't actually write the song irl, the song is can't feel my face by the weekend but pretend that song doesn't exist in this universe and JJ wrote it.)

(Tbh any time I hear that song I'll probably think of JJ now)

Everybody clapped and you were in utter shock. He's such an amazing singer. You expected him to be terrible and you were going to pretend it was good but turns out you didn't have to pretend because it was seriously amazing. The lyrics are true though... It was you who told him he'll never be in love yet he proved you otherwise. Glitchy music came on the speakers and then once it came on properly you realised that it happens to be waltz music. The white rabbit and the March hare started to dance together, mallykmum and her sword, the tweedles even Bayard and his wife did the best they could to dance.

"So you see, Y/N, I'm not the one who will never be in love, you are. I'm already in love. Funny thing is you told me I'll never be in love yet I was the first one to fall yet I fell for someone who sees me as a friend and nothing more but I respect that. But I have one wish before you go away and I wish you could grant it... More like two wishes."

"I'll try my best to grant them. What are they?"

"Well... I'll get the first one over and done with because I know you'll say no but... Could you- Maybe be... Just... Just for today! You don't need to do it any other time but maybe could you possible be my... Girlfriend for today? I- You don't have to I was just. I know it was a silly idea. I shouldn't have said that I just-" Without knowing how on earth to reply to that you just nodded and found yourself smiling, it isn't even a fake smile but a genuinely real one "The second thing is... Would you dance? With me?" He looked right in your eyes and extended his hand out for you to take it. His brown eyes have a puppy-like glow to them that nobody could ever say no to so obviously you said yes. He's such a sweetheart.

You and JJ waltzed around the ballroom while looking into each others eyes. He said you'll never be in love, what a change but the thing is he might be wrong. Hopefully he's right though, you can't be loving him and having to marry Shinwon, that isn't proper, it's just for today. "I'll really miss you when I'm gone, JJ"

"I'll miss you too... In fact, I was crying last night because I was upset you had to leave. You better come back and visit before my love for you runs out." so now love runs out apparently, who knew? "When will your love run out."

"I'm sorry to tell you this but I calculated it and it runs out in 10000000 years unless I see you before then. If you stayed with me I'd love you forever. I was wondering what would happen If you stayed in your world until you aged up a bit to the point that you're around my age and then came back to wonderland, where we don't grow up. We'll live together forever and actually never get old. I'd love that, wouldn't you?"

"I'd love that too but JJ I can't stay, I told you already, I have very important things to do back home. My cat must be worried sick. Tell you what, if I can bring DD next time then I'll consider staying." That is a huge change in life, moving worlds but it has to be a risk you're willing to take. In your world you only have your cousin, your mother, Shinwon and DD and the only ones that are nice to you are DD and your cousins. Here in wonderland you have many friends so JJ's plan might not be so bad after all. "You know what? I've already considered it, I'll come back here to stay when I'm 'around your age' but I HAVE to have my cat otherwise I'll climb back up that rabbit hole to get him"

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