You'll never be in love

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"A kiss?" You asked in all seriousness. After all, you did miss him after what you said and of course still feel bad about it. "Now let's be silly, I know you're joking. That's what boyfriends and girlfriends do and you told me I'm not your boyfriend. I thought about it, I don't put the boy in front of the friend part even though I am a boy. It doesn't really make sense though if I'm being completely honest."

After looking at him with the 'I wasn't joking' look he finally got the message "So... I'm allowed to kiss you?"

"Just this one time. Don't go around doing it all the time, it's gross and weird in certain situations. Friends don't usually do that."

Keep in mind that you're both still sitting on the tree branch. "I- Close your eyes but look at me." Even though what he said didn't make sense you understood he meant 'close your eyes but FACE TOWARDS me' after following his instructions you waited for a few seconds but he didn't do anything until you felt his hand on your chin and him leaning in closer. His breath feels warmer than ones breath is supposed to but it must be because he drinks so much hot tea. Whilst you were still thinking about him drinking tea on a daily basis he moved forward more and lightly pressed his lips on yours. It's like a perfect snowflake gliding down into someones hand, it's soft and sweet yet it feels so magical but only this snowflake never melted as soon as it hit you, it stayed for about 3 seconds then left.

"You can open your eyes now." JJ moved his hand from your chin and sat back as if nothing happened. The only evidence is the light pink hue on his nose and cheeks, he's blushing. "Is it just me or is it all of a sudden warmer out here? Even my heart is trying to run away from the warmth, it's going boom boom boom, probably jogging. THATS IT! I told you! Every time I do something like that it hurts my heart. How are you able to do that?"

"JJ, I'm not doing anything to your heart. You've probably caught a cold."

"I didn't catch it, it caught me. I got caught by the cold makes more sense to me."

"You're interesting, JJ. I don't think I'll ever forget you when I wake up. In fact, I'll really write a book about this place. To be honest 9 year old me would probably have a crush on you." You joked around but he didn't really get it "Why would you crush me...?" he scooted a little bit away from you for his own safety and to keep his confidence levels up "WHAT? No! A crush is when you like someone so much that you... It's hard to explain. A crush is when you love somebody that you aren't related to but you love them as more than a friend. Like a boyfriend or girlfriend but you're not dating. If you tell your crush you like them then they could be your girlfriend or boyfriend and... I'm not sure, I'll explain it later. Basically it's just someone you want to be more than a friend with."

"Does a crush spawn the butterflies in somebody stomach then?"

"That's an odd question but yes, there isn't really any butterflies there though, you just think that."

"Do I have a crush on you then?"

"No, you don't really know the whole concept of boyfriend and girlfriend and the whole dating thing. I'm not sure if it's actually possible for you to be in love any more if you don't know the feeling. You'll probably never be in love but thats okay, some people are better off on their own. Now, I thought we were going on a walk."

In the woods, on a walk with JJ

"So Y/N, do you actually know what it is thats causing me to feel weird like this? You know a lot about emotions so I wanted to know." To solve the answer to his question you poked his arm "Did you feel anything?" He shook his head "Hold my hand. Can you feel it?" He nodded "Then I don't know whats wrong with you. You should ask the blue caterpillar guy, he seems like he's smarter than me when it comes to you people. But tell me, JJ, why must I be the one to slay the jabberwocky. I couldn't slay anything even if I wanted to."

JJ stopped walking and turned to you "I thought I already told you, Y/N, you've lost your muchiness and you need to get it back to be more muchier. Absolem said you're not hardly Y/N and that's because you've lost most of your muchiness."

"My muchiness?"

JJ used his right hand to point to where your heart is supposed to be "In there. Mine is no good, I apparently only have butterflies but you have muchiness and power. You can end the red queen." the red queen again... Why is the red queen so mad that she wants to chop of JJ's head and how will killing the jabberwocky help? "Tell me, what is it that the red queen is doing?" JJ's face became sad and he shook his head, not as in a 'no' but as if he's remembering something bad "It was here. Where we are right now." You took a look around and saw that this area of the woods looked all burnt down and dull.

JJ's (true) story

JJ clapped along to the music that the woodland animals played as he stood alongside the white queen on her trusty white mare. Everyone was happy, JJ was smiling and nothing could change that... Until a shadow took over. A dragon-like creature burst out of the clouds and started to shoot out rays of fire onto the ground, burning the grass and causing it to scatter around the area. Everyone went into an immediate panic and ran, trying to get away from the creature. The white queen's horse spooked and bolted away, causing the queen's crown to fall off of her head and drop onto the ground. Many people and animals were burned to death by this creature and JJ witnessed it all. Somehow, the red queen got ahold of the white queens crown and is now the ruler of wonderland. As for JJ, his poor hat got a bit burned in the fire but it was okay. He still wears the same hat till this very day.

End of story

"But I'm fine now. On frabjous day I won't be if you don't help us. As for now I'm okay."

"Are you really though?"

"....Did you hear that? I'm certain I heard something." A bloodhound could be heard barking, getting closer and closer "Oh red knights! Quick, eat this." Again, he handed you an all too familiar cookie and you shrunk down to a mini version of yourself and he placed you in his pocket while he ran through the woods, trying his best to get away from the dog. He hid behind a tree and once he thought the dog went past he made a run for it.

JJ took you out of his pocket and quickly placed you onto his hat "The white queen's castle is just beyond, hold on tightly." JJ threw the hat across the lake and it started to spin with the wind while getting higher and higher the only thing you could hear was JJ shouting "DOWN WITH THE BLOODY RED QUEEN." and the only thing you could see every time you spun around was red figures getting closer and closer to JJ until they grabbed him and seemingly started to drag him off.

The hat landed with a thud and you fell right on your stomach with a few sore patches that you could already notice as you stood up, this'll hurt tomorrow. You looked to the other side of the lake and saw JJ being took away by the red knights.

You still had JJ's hat and the sun already dropped out of the sky, probably because it came up earlier. You saw the moon bounce into the air and it hurt your eyes with the sudden light change. JJ really wasn't kidding when he said the moon and the sun drop and bounce in the sky. You crawled under JJ's hat for warmth and decided that you'd go to the white queen as soon as you woke up. Hopefully they don't chop off JJ's head any time soon, you need to act fast.

A/N: Go stream and vote on Dr. BeBe, Pentagon NEED their first win and they're going against BTS. Don't get me wrong I am an Army but BTS have had many many wins and I think that this time pentagon need one (Or 100000) and honestly in my opinion I think that Like this should've been more appreciated. You know what song seriously is slept on though? Trust me. Trust me didn't get the attention it deserved, I actually listen to it on a daily basis.

Btw should Y/N keep calling him JJ or start calling him Jinho now?


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