Allurance

Chapter Four

TRIGGER WARNING: DESCRIPTIONS OF SERIOUS INJURIES AND TRAUMA

Gwen's POV

"My first kill? I'm not killing anyone Tom." I said. I tried to turn and push past him but he had me grasped in his hold. "l
"Now Gwen, there is nothing to be afraid of!" He brought me closer to the man on the floor. His hands were tied behind his back and his mouth was ductaped shut. Tears were streaming down off his face onto his naked body. The slashings of Harrisons knife were new and bloody, pumping blood out every second. The man was crying out and grunting with pain.
"Just one pull of a trigger and it's done." Tom handed me a silver pistol that was cold to the touch. He stood behind me and had his hands over mine, directing me how to shoot. His crotch was brushing against my ass which horrifyingly turned me on. He then moved some stragler hairs away from my neck and I felt his hot breath on my skin which gave me goosebumps everywhere.
"Come on darling. Just do it." He whispered into my ear. I was screaming no in my head but if I protested I'd be fired...or worse.
"I'll do it with you okay?" He whispered. I looked at the crying man on the floor and mouthed "I'm so sorry." as tears of my own streamed down my face.
"3,2...1." BANG. The man fell limp to the floor. His eyes turned black and his mouth laid open as blod poured out of it. The shot was perfectly in between his eyes. I fell to the ground. I couldn't breathe. I had just killed someone. And for what? A good story?
"Gwen? Gwen!" Tom grabbed me and turned me away from the man.
"Breathe!" He said like he cared.
"Fuck...you." I managed to get out. I leant back and kicked him right on the jaw, with stilletos too. I managed to stand up on my jelly legs. Harrison went to grab me but I stopped him. "Don't...even...try." I said angrily. I shoved him to the side and I escaped from the cold and damp basement and up what felt like a million stairs to the office. I ran past everyone and ran across the bridge back to the house where I got in my room and locked the door. What the hell was I supposed to do now? When I decided I was going to do this I didn't think it would involve me killing someone! 4 knocks at the door.
"Gwen? Open up!" Tom commanded. I didn't move. I was frozen with fear and trauma. "Gwen! Please!"
"Tom leave me alone!" I shouted back. "
"Gwen let's talk about this!" He said through the door.
"Talk about what? The fact you just bullied me into fucking KILLING SOMEBODY?" I screamed.
"If you don't let me in right now I'm breaking the door down." He said. I took a deep breath. I grabbed the pocket knife in my handbag I always carried around for protection and I stood at the door. I quickly unlocked the door and opened it.
"I'll fucking stab you if you come any closer." I said to him.
"Can I come in please? I'll stay as far away as you want." He said with wide eyes. I nodded. He walked in and I closed the door behind him. "Stay there." I demanded as I walked and sat on my bed.
"Okay. Gwen, let's talk about what just happened-"
"You made me kill someone that's what happened." I said.
"This is what I do Gwen. If you're not willing to do this then I don't know why you're even here." He said.
"Tom, I'm meant to be your personal server. That does not include killing people okay?"
"I thought you had something in you. In fact, I know you do by the way you kicked me." He said with a slight smile. I giggled a bit.
"Tom. If I have to kill people for this job, then I don't want it. So tell me now before I move in." Please fire me please fire me please fire me. "No Gwen, you don't have to." He said softly as he came closer to me. I didn't back away when he came close to me, I wanted him to come near me. Why?
"I'm sorry about what just happened. Do you need someone to talk to?" He asked.
"Stop acting like you care Tom. No I don't. Just leave me alone for now okay?" I said as I wiped away my tears and put away the knife.
"If that's what you want." He said gloomingly. "Well, it is so...bye." I said and turned away from him. The door closed and I immidiately locked it. What the hell am I supposed to do now?