Apex Legends: Oneshots

bloodhound || diary

1st person POV ~ non-binary reader ~ sfw ~ fluff/angst-ish

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"Being in love is a double sided coin, its like walking  on clouds, but if the person you love loves someone else, there's an indescribable feeling of pain. And I know, its so stupid to fall for someone who probably finds me annoying, but I just can't help it when I look at them. The way they speak to me with such gentle delicacy, or how they'll sometimes leave little gifts for me when I've had a long day. In my eyes, they're perfect, everything I could ever want"

"Why can't you be mine?"

I closed my diary for today, that was enough rambling about bloodhound.

A deep sigh came from my throat as I ran a hand through my hair. I had to get dressed.

My phone started to buzz, I quickly grabbed it and answered without looking. "Hello?" I said. My heart jumped up when I heard their voice.

"Hello Y/n, I was just calling to say that, I'd like to show you something when you arrive if that's okay?"

"O-oh yes of course! I'll see you there!"

They hummed and hung up the phone, my tired mood lifted, I tried fighting the smile that was on my face but failed in doing so.  I made sure to may extra attention to my appearance today, and tried to look as cute as I could.

I rushed out of my apartment, and walked as fast as I could.

When I arrived at the arena, I tossed my things onto a chair, Bloodhound hadn't arrived, so it was a matter of finding something to pass time with.

I grabbed my diary, thinking about writing, I pressed my pen to the paper, but was interrupted by someone's voice next to my ear.

"Writing, I see."

I immediately fumbled with my things and held back a scream. They chuckled at my sense of panic.

"B-bloodhound, h-hi!"

They tilted their head a bit, and waved.

"You seem different today, are you alright?"

"Oh I'm fine, nothings different" I lied through my teeth.

It looked like they were about to sit next to me, but Mirage walked in, and called them over.

"Bloodhound! I have something, come look!" He said hushed, as if he was trying to hide from me.

When they got up and walked over to him, I meekly reached out, as if to tell him wait. But I snatched my hand back.

They talked and talked, every time I tried to join in, I was interrupted. My heart began to feel heavy, I took a deep breath.

"Um, I'm going to excuse myself.." I mumbled and hurriedly left the room with my belongings.

Bloodhound turned and opened their mouth to speak, but before they could say anything else I was gone.

I sat in the bathroom stall, my head in my knees. I took a shaky breath.

I reached into my bag, to grab my diary for the third time today.

Panic rushed through my body as my eyes went wide as saucers. My diary was gone. I continued searching, just to come to the same conclusion each time.

My body was moving faster than I could think, I jumped out of the stall, tripping and almost falling over. I dashed back to where I was, to see all of my friends grouped together, with a book in their hand.

"..in my eyes, they're perfect, everything I could ever want" Ajay read.

"Fucking hell-" I cursed

"Damn, I thought it'd be embarrassing but this stuff is kinda sweet, its making me a little sad though.." Octavio replied.

"This is y/n's book right? I never thought they'd write something like this" Natalie said, peaking through the pages.

I gasped out loud, it took my everything to not run away and never come back.

I grabbed the book from their hands, avoiding eye contact with every one of them, especially Bloodhound.

"I'm going home early, I'll see you all tomorrow" I mumbled and left.

I balled up my fists and ripped pages out, crumpling them up and tossing them to the ground.

"This stupid book.." I muttered under my breath.

A distant voice called out, I was almost sure that it was my name being called, but I didn't bother to turn around. I was just trying to get home so I can go rethink my life choices and whatnot, but the hand that was abruptly placed on my shoulder said otherwise.

"Y/n...Please wait"

"What?" I snapped.

I flipped my head around and upon seeing who it was, I started to regret my harsh tone when answering.

They looked around, and did what I least expected. They slipped their mask off. My eyes went wide when I say their face, and I could barely speak. "..Bloundhound..? Wha-"

"First, about your book. I wasn't trying to anger you or upset your feelings, and even though it doesn't make this any better, I wasn't the one who chose to open it up and start reading it, it was actually Mirage.." They explained and slightly bowed their head.

I stuttered, nothing came out.

"And second, I was trying to talk to you earlier but Mirage was extremely excited about his new partner, so I'm sorry"

They looked at my shocked face, and tilted their head to the side a bit.

"Why of all people, are you showing me your face..?" I asked in bewilderment.

They took a second to put their thoughts together and give me an answer.

"I seem to have fallen in love with you, y/n, and judging by your diary, the feeling is mutual?"

I opened and closed my mouth at least five times, not sure what to say when my literal dream was coming true. I nodded my head hastily.

"Y-yes!"

They lifted a brow but chuckled at my stiff answer.

Their fingers laced with my own, sending my heart into a panicked frenzy.

"I'll bring you back to your apartment"

"Sounds perfect" I smiled to myself.

I walked hand in hand with Bloodhound. I never figured this would happen over some cheesy diary, but I'll take what fate gives me.

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I despise this- this was requested by @HoneydewHero , i changed it up a lot and took forever to finish, im sorry- but i hope u liked it!

anyway this book is off of its hiatus and i'll be writing a lot more so check for updates and all that :)