ℝ 𝕌 ℍ𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 ℕ𝕠𝕨 ? •𝚃𝚊𝚎𝚔𝚘𝚘𝚔•

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Jk:

"J-Jackson?" Stutters out a wide eyed Yoongi, and I look at him, confused.

"O-oh hey Y-Yoongi..." The said boy replies nervously, a slight shock visible on his voice.

Who the fuck is this dude and how does he know Yoongs-hyung?

The other guys seem to share my confusion as Hoseok asks,

"You know each other?" I could sense the faint jealousy in his tone.

"Y-yeah... Yoongi is-" Jackson starts, but Yoongi cuts him.

"He is my ex." Yoongi says coldly.

My eyes widen a little.

Don't tell me that this Jackson guy is the one who-

No way!

I observe my cousin's expression, and the hidden sadness in his eyes confirms my suspicions. I clench my fists angrily and glare dangerously at Jackson.

The tension in the air was so thick it could be cut with a knife. Yoongi notices my clenched fists and my building anger, so he sends me a 'don't do anything stupid Kook' look.

"U-uhh guys anyways!" Jimin says, trying to brighten up the mood in the table and ease the awkwardness. "Did you hear about Momo and Heechul? They started dating and...." He started brambling, and soon, everyone on the table was talking happily again, almost forgetting about the awkwardness a few minutes ago. Well, everyone but me and Yoongi hyung.

How could I just act okay when I was sitting in front of the guy I wanted to murder countless times? I still can't forget that day Yoongi visited me, with tears in his eyes.

It was the first and the last time I had seen him crying. He was completely breaking down in front of me.

"H-he cheated on me Kook..." He told me in a broken voice that day.

"After making me go through all of that shit, he fucking cheated on my with another slut!" He sobbed.

Calming him down that day looked almost impossible, but well, I can't judge him for that. He had all the rights to go crazy after all.

So the thing is that my hyung is asexual. But unfortunately, he fell in love with an aromantic. Yes, pretty ironic, I know. But he believed that the kind of love they shared was able to push any boundaries. When he told me everything that day, I felt the need to murder his fucking ex boyfriend because well, as Yoongi said,

"He knew that I was asexual, but he still forced me to have sex with him. I felt so fucking disgusting every single time we did that. But I said to myself, he has his needs, and as his boyfriend, I should fulfill them. But looks like I wasn't enough for him, because he replaced me with a whore after harming me mentally like that!"

I'm going to make this Jackson guy regret all his life decisions. I'm going to-

A soft nudge on my shoulder snaps me from my thoughts. I turn my head just to meet with a worried Taehyung looking at me with his cute puppy eyes.

"What is going on Kookie?" He asks with with worry evident on his voice. "Why are you angry?"

And just like that, all my anger vanishes in an instant. I smile at his cuteness, and reply softly,

"It's nothing baby, don't worry..." I peck his forehead and a pink blush covers his cheeks.

I'm so lucky to have someone like him...