"y/n?"
"y/n?"
i woke up to my name being called. i was in mattia's bed, laying on his chest. i sat up quickly and started frantically searching for my clothes. i found my lingerie and shorts, but i couldn't find my shirt.
"mattia!" i whisper-shouted. he didn't budge. i slightly shoved him and he jolted awake.
"mattia, y/f/n is looking for me and i can't find my shirt," i said, panicking. he quickly got out of bed and started to help me look.
"y/n? where are you?"
"just...uhh... here. take this," he said, handing me a hoodie. i quickly slipped it on then met mattia's eyes. a smile rested on his lips.
"what?" i asked.
"nothing. it looks cute on you," he replied. i blushed and looked down.
"y/n!" she called again. my eyes widened as i heard a knock on the door. i rushed over to open it as mattia got dressed. i opened the door to see a worried y/f/n.
"y/n? what are you doing?"
"oh... um. mattia was just showing me this new video game he got," i lied. she pushed past me and barged into the room.
"why don't you have a shirt on?" she asked mattia.
"i don't know, it was hot," he shrugged.
"why are you wearing his hoodie?"
"she was cold, so i gave her a hoodie. no big deal."
"then what's on your neck?! and why is your shirt in the window sill?"
fuck.
"listen, y/f/n, i-"
"did you guys fuck?" she asked. i looked back at mattia.
"yes?" mattia replied. her jaw dropped. she hesitated for a moment before running after mattia and chasing him around the room.
"chill!" he yelled.
"i'm gonna kill you! why did you do that to her?"
"y/f/n stop! it wasn't just him," i said. she stopped and turned to face me.
"you wanted to fuck him?" she asked. i shyly nodded my head yes.
"and you wanted to fuck her?"
"100 percent," mattia said, making me clear my throat out of embarrassment.
"the feeling of wanting to fuck was mutual?" she asked. we both nodded our heads yes.
"i always kind of figured you guys could get together," she said, crossing her arms.
"you're not mad?" i asked, then looked back at mattia to see that he was shocked also.
"no, i mean, i really can't be."
"why not?" i asked, skeptically.
"i kinda fucked your brother too," she said. my jaw dropped.
"alright, so we're all good here? great," she said and ran out of the room.
***
after the whole mattia fiasco, i followed y/f/n upstairs.
"so, you and y/b/n? kinda gross. when?" i asked.
"like a year ago," she said.
"a year?!"
"i'm sorry, i didn't want you to be mad."
"you slept with my brother a year ago and didn't tell me until now?"
"i'm SORRY," she said. my mouth was hanging wide open.
"you and mattia? are you guys like... a thing?" she asked. oh, now she's just gonna change the subject.
"um, i don't think so. we haven't really talked about it. last night was-"
"ew, stop," she said. i laughed and shook my head.
***
after we got ready for the day, we went back downstairs to chill in the living room.
"y/n, can i talk to you for a minute?" i heard mattia ask. i turned to look at him.
"yeah, sure," i replied, getting up. he nodded towards the kitchen, signaling me to follow him. we walked over to the kitchen and i hopped up onto the counter.
"so, these past two nights have been kinda crazy, yeah?"
"yeah," i giggled awkwardly.
"well, even though they might have been a bit crazy, i wanted to tell you that i don't really regret them. at all. i've actually been waiting for something like that to happen for a while. ever since the first time you came over, i've wanted you. you were so appealing to me, and i don't know why. there's just something about you that has me going insane. the other night...when we first kissed, god, i was going crazy. i know it might seem like it, but, i don't want you just for your body. i know it may seem like i was just trying to get into your pants since i kind of fucked you-"
"kind of?" i asked. he laughed.
"okay, i fucked the shit outta you. and i plan to again. but, i don't just want your body. i want all of you. that sounded like i just want your body too, wow, i suck at this. what i'm trying to say is i don't want this to be a platonic thing. i've liked you ever since we met and i don't just want a fuck-buddy. i want to be in a relationship. with you. i want every aspect of you. i want to be the cause of your beautiful smile. and your cute ass laugh. i want to be able to lay with you like we did last night, every night. i'm not saying i don't want to still have sex with you because your body is fucking mesmerizing and i can't get enough of it. i just want to be yours. shit, i'm rambling, um... what i'm trying to say is, i'm kind of tired of just thinking about you and not actually being able to say you're mine. so, y/n, will you be my girlfriend?" he asked. my mouth was wide open with shock. he tilted his head down and raised his eyebrows at me. i want to say yes. but there aren't any words coming out.
"no?" i could hear his voice breaking a little. he bit his lip, nodded, and turned away from me. i panicked and turned him to face me before pulling him in for a kiss. his lips moved in sync with mine and his hands grabbed my waist. then, i pulled away.
"i'm sorry, just... couldn't talk for a second there," i said, out of breath.
"so, is that... a yes?" he asked.
"definitely yes," i said, leaning my forehead against his.
"YES!" he said, picking me up and spinning me around. i laughed and wrapped my arms around him. he put me down and covered my lips with his. then, y/f/n walked in.
"ew," she said. we pulled away and laughed at her.
"you're gonna have to get used to this because now she's mineeeee," mattia said, placing a kiss on my cheek.
"okayy, fine."
"you know what else you'll have to get used to? 'oh fuck mattia! yes, right there,'" he moaned, mocking me. i widened my eyes and hit him in the chest. y/f/n gagged and pushed past us to grab a water bottle, then walked out.
"i've been waiting to call you mine for a while princess," he said. i blushed at the nick name and he laughed a bit.
"you like being called that, don't you?"
"maybee," i replied, wrapping my arms around him and looking up at him.
"then, i'm gonna call you princess every chance i get, princess," he said. i smiled and laid my head on his chest.
***
and, that's how i ended up with my best friend's brother.
