"oh my god, it's not even a big deal mattia. you're overreacting."
"i'm not fucking overreacting. don't you think it's pretty normal to be pissed off when you find out that your girl has been running around with another guy?!"
"no because it means you don't trust me. you act like i'm cheating on you. you know damn well i would never do that. you know that!"
"well what the fuck am i supposed to think y/n? i have to find out from fucking tiktok room? really? you couldn't have just told me? that's what i see wrong with it. if you weren't hiding something, you would have told me. but you didn't. so, what's up?"
"mattia, i swear to god it's nothing. he's-"
"what? your side hoe? or am i the side?"
"jesus christ mattia, you really think i'm like that? you know me! you know i wouldn't do that," i said, sitting down, "this isn't working," i said, running my hands through my hair. his whole facial expression fell.
"what? no, this is just a little fight. please don't leave-"
"no, that's not what i meant. i'm not leaving you. i meant this arguing. this arguing isn't working," i said, cupping his face in my hands. he started to tear up.
"don't cry, i'm not leaving, it's okay," i said, wrapping my arms around him. he held me so tightly.
"i'm sorry," he mumbled into my shoulder.
"it's okay. it's okay. come on, let's sit down and talk about this," i said, pulling away. we sat down on the couch and mattia grabbed my hand.
"i'm sorry i didn't tell you i was hanging out with logan. i just thought it was fine because you're always hanging out with lena and lily, you know? and, i don't know, it just makes me nervous because they're both 10 times prettier than me."
"1st of all, you're the most gorgeous person i've ever seen. 2nd, i chose you. right?" he asked. i nodded my head yes.
"i'm not changing my decision. i never will. i love you y/n. only you."
"i love you too. only you. which is why i should probably tell you something."
"hm?" he asked, playing with my hair.
"logan's my cousin," i said. his mouth dropped and i laughed.
"why the hell didn't you just tell me that in the first place you ass fuck?"
"you wouldn't let me. i'm sorry," i said laughing.
"i'm so ducking stupid," he laughed.
