Forever Mine

Chapter Sixteen

Sara.

As I wake up the next morning at six am. I start to pack for my New York trip. God Hadin is going to freak. As I pack my clothes all I can think about is that kiss last night. It's still giving me butterflies. No don't even think about it Sara. He left. What's to say he won't leave you again when things get rough? I know I should listen to my head, but my heart still screams so loudly. He left to save you. I throw my heels into my bag and zip up my suitcase. I open my dresser grabbing my nice blue jeans and my white ACDC shirt I slip on my black and pink sneakers grabbing my jeans jacket. I walk out of my bedroom rolling my suitcase behind me. As I walk out I place my suitcase by the front door. I look over to see Hadin sitting up watching me.

"Where are you going?" He asks me.

"I have a work trip this weekend." I tell him.

"Oh." He states as he stands and goes to walk towards me.

"Hadin don't." I pled.

"What now I can't come near you?" he asks me.

"I don't want what almost happened last night to happen again." I tell him.

"Sara I still love you." He states.

"Is that why you decided to fuck a bunch of women in Ireland?" I snap.

"I thought you had moved on from me." He states.

"I haven't moved on from you Hadin! I had plenty of opportunities trust me. But I was too heart broken to do anything." I snap at him.

"I was just trying to protect you." He says to me.

"Well maybe you shouldn't." I snap when my phone rings. I look down to see Erick calling me. I answer my phone. "Hey." I greet him.

"Hey we are outside." He tells me.

"Okay I'll be right down." I tell him.

"Everything okay?" He asks me.

"Yeah. Everything is fine. I'll be right down." I repeat as I hang up my phone. "I have to go." I tell him.

"I'll get going as well." He tells me.

Part of me wants to say no don't go. You can stay here and I will talk when I get back. But I don't say anything I just nod my head. I can't keep fighting with him. He just got back to Maine. Maybe we should not be close to one another. It seams to be toxic every time we are. I grab my bag and roll it out of the apartment I go to pick it up to go down the stairs when he grabs it and walks down the stairs. I follow him down to my lobby when I take back my bag. I roll it out of the lobby to the limo sitting in front of the apartment building. Hadin doesn't follow me right away, I think he is still hurt from what I said. Erick gets out of the limo smiling at me.

"Hey beautiful." He sings. I laugh as he takes my bag from me walking over to the trunk placing it beside everyone else's.

"Thanks." I take a large breath.

"Okay what's wrong?" He asks me. My eyes are distracted from Erick to Hadin walking out of the apartment building standing there looking at me and Erick by the limo. Erick turns his attention to behind him. "Oh." He whispers. "I'll be in the limo." He tells me. I shake my head as he walks past me into the limo. Hadin walks towards me.

"Have a good 'work' trip." Hadin sarcastically states.

"It's a work trip Hadin. My boss and her husband are in the limo too." I tell him. "I don't have to explain this to you anymore." I whisper.

"I know. I'm sorry." He says as his hand reaches up and touches my arm. "Can you at least call me when you get there?" he asks me.

"Depends are you going to actually answer me this time or will I be talking to your voice mail?" I ask him.