♥ℝ𝕪𝕦𝕛𝕚𝕟 ℙ𝕆𝕍♥
It is now January. Europe tour is over, New Years is over, 2019 is over. Soon we are going to start our USA tour. Beomgyu gave me some good places to eat and to go while in the States. Me and Beomgyu haven't seen each other sense the "JYP party". Sure I might miss him, but right now work is more important. He hasn't texted me or called me either. I don't think he is planning to. We are leaving on the 17th. Life is becoming a lot more comfortable and chill. I feel like I'm getting used to this lifestyle that I thought I would never have. ITZY is right now my accomplishment and I have to focus on this more. As much as I want to call or text Beomgyu, I can't. He is busy too. Making covers in Japanese so he can go to Japan...
Maybe life will stay like this....forever
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Part of me wants it to
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Another part wants it to change
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I want Beomgyu in my life
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But maybe I'm better off without him
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Why is my brain filled with thoughts I want to fight?
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Why can't me and myself get along...
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The way we used to...
