♥︎ℝ𝕪𝕦𝕛𝕚𝕟 ℙ𝕠𝕧♥︎
I open my eyes to see the faint light coming from the hallway. I get up and go to the hallway to turn the light off. As I was walking back to my room I hear someone say "Yah! I need that light on!". I turn around and see Yuna at the table looking like she is reading a book. "But Yuna never reads books?" Ryujin questions herself. I break myself out of my thoughts and go to Yuna. "What time is it?" I ask. "I don't know" Yuna replies. "Ok fine, what's up with you?" I say sounding randomly confident. "Trying something new, just like you should be doing as well" Yuna says, as she avoids making eye contact. "It's still dark outside" I say calmly ignoring Yuna. "You did go to bed a lot earlier, you have been really off lately" Yuna says closing her book. "What has been off about me?" I ask out of curiosity. "It's him" she says. "Who?" I ask. "Beomgyu. You miss him" she says. I sit there silently. "I'm not wrong" she says again. "You are" I reply turning away. "He misses you too, probably" she says opening her book again. "No" I say turning back towards her. "Ryujin you kno-" she starts but I stop her. "What's wrong with leaving each other alone?! He is better without me anyways...and I'm better without him. We are working on our dream. We don't have time for each other.." I say sounding confident. "You miss him. Is it that hard to admit it?" Yuna says patting my back. "I can't see him anyways" I say my voice trailing off. "Call him. Ryujin, you have to call him" Yuna says calmly. "What? Just to make me miss him even more?!" I say getting frustrated. "You do miss him" Yuna says laughing to herself. "I don't have time for playing games with you, maknae" I say getting up and walking back to my room. I sat back down looking outside at the moon. It seemed so peaceful. I turn to see the hallway light turn off and Yeji sleeping on the other side of the room.
Beomgyu. Maybe I should call him?
I miss him.
Beomgyu~
I miss you
I miss your voice
I miss your smile
I miss your smell
I miss your hug
I miss your jokes
I miss how you made me feel
I miss your everything
