Glimpse of the Past (One Shot)

Stars Are Holding You Tonight

[sorry na agad sa mga mali]

[Highly recommend:
Play the song - The One That Got Away by Katy Perry and Covered by Troye Sivan ]

This is where it all started...

      It's 9th grade when I started having a crush. Doon din nagstart yung hilig ko sa K-Industry. Head over heels to the Kpop group Bangtan Sonyeondan especially to Min Yoongi (Suga).

Magkagusto sa ibang school ay kakaiba but having a crush on other and far school is far more different.

  He is the same as my grade, studying in Batangas. I met him online since crush siya ng cousin ko. Gustong-gusto siya ni Aiza. At first, I liked him too, but when I knew that Aiza likes him so much, I told myself na wag na lang, iba nalang yung gugustuhin ko.

Aiza was shy back then, and since ako yung mas matanda, ako yung ate, Aiza asked me na i-chat yung crush niya, si Joshua.

I can't reject her since she's the sweetest of all my cousins.

I did her a favor. I chatted Joshua through Facebook. We started talking. I told him my cousin likes him and Joshua told me that he is not interested on anyone. I told him he should try.

To make it short, lumipas yung mga araw our conversation gets longer and longer.

     Bumalik yung pagkagusto ko sa kaniya but I am not showing any interest about that thing.

I am just a friend. It's like we talked like we're best friends. I also have suitors in our school but I don't like them. I'm into thin and tall boys because I'm also tall. I don't want a boyfriend that is shorter than me. Lol no.

  Nagsabihan na kami ng hobbies sa isa't isa, favorite foods, color, things to do, the artists that we stan, bands that we love, fave musics and other favorite stuffs.

We became comfortable to each other and my heart starts to beat for him, a real beat.

I like him. I really do.

  After months of talking to each other, I confessed to him that I like him. Nakalimuan ko na gusto siya ni Aiza kase I got a deal with my friends that if I tell Josh that I like him, they'll give me money, pumusta ako and that's why I did confessed to him.

I jokingly told him that I will court him.

    And guess what he replied?

"Girls are too precious to be the suitor, I like you too. I will be the one to court you to be my girl."

      Heaven knows how shocked I am when he replied that. Even my friends are speechless. We are all speechless.

Sis, what's happening? Am i sleeping? I think I'm dreaming. I'm freaking speechless and I don't know how to respond.

      I left his reply unanswered and went home from school. I need to think clearly. What just happened?

Hindi lang pera yung  napanalunan ko, but also the heart of the person I liked the most?!!??!!!?

Momma how to calm down?!?!!?

      Ang tagal kong nag isip ng irereply pero natuloy lang din sa "Yes".

Josh replied immediately showing he was glad of having me as his girl.

And I'm lowkey 'kilig'.

       He started sending his sweet messages, his never failed good morning's and goodnight's, his cheer up messages, his covered songs that he sends to me.