Gay Motley Crue Oneshots (Complete)

Empty Gazes (Tommy x Nikki)

"Thanks again for taking me out, Niks," Tommy nuzzled the bassist's cheek, earning a blush and a small smile. Their hands were intertwined as they sat at a wiry, metal table in front of a french style cafe.

"My pleasure, love. I know I've been super busy with Dr. Feelgood lately and haven't been able to spend much time with you. So, I wanted to make you feel extra special today," Nikki replied, grasping both his boyfriend's hands in his own as he gazed into his eyes. God, he'd never get tired of those captivating, brown irises.

He placed his hand on Tommy's face, the drummer leaning into his touch. Sixx leaned in for a passionate kiss, their lips barely brushing against each other when the Lee was suddenly knocked out of his chair, slamming hard onto the concrete.

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" Nikki yelled at the figure running down the street. He leaped up and ran after them, intent on beating the shit out of the guy for ruining his and Tommy's date. The drummer pushed himself to sit up on the ground, rubbing his head,"Wh....Nikki? Nikki! Wait!"

He ran after his lover and assaulter until the bassist had the man ran down an alleyway. 

The guy froze in front of the back wall. 

Silence. Then Nikki took a step forward, only to be met with the muzzle of a gun in his face. He froze for a second, not expecting the guy to be armed.

And that one second cost everything.

Tommy was still running down the street a little ways behind,"NIKKI! NIKKI WHERE ARE Y-!"

BANG

Lee felt his blood turn to ice. He broke into a sprint, following the sound and the sickening smell of blood. He finally reached the alleyway.

There lay Nikki Sixx, bathing in a pool of his own blood. His beautiful, black hair was soaked red and his ivory skin was so fucking pale. Tommy dropped to his knees and flipped his boyfriend over,"Nikki? Nikki, can you hear me?! Answer me, damnit!"

He took Sixx's face in his hands and looked deep into those piercing, green eyes. Well....once piercing. Now they were dull, clouded, blank as they stared at nothing. Tommy began to sob, hot tears flowing down his face as he shook Nikki gently,"No...no, please! Nikki, please don't do this! Don't leave me! I....I'm so sorry! I love you! I love you! You can't go! You're my everything....."

He gathered Nikki in his arms and held him close, sobbing into his chest as they sky broke, rain pouring down and soaking the terror twins in a mixture of tears, rain, and Sixx's blood.

"Nikki....Nikki....Nikki.....," all Tommy could do was whisper his lover's name over and over and over, begging him to come back.

Beep, Beep, Beep. Tommy awoke with a start, shaking and crying, a cold sweat drenching his clammy skin.

Nikki. 

Mind on autopilot, the drummer threw the blankets off and raced out of his room. He didn't stop running until he found Nikki, who was staring sullenly at the coffee brewer in the kitchen.

"Oh...hey Tomm-mmph!"the bassist let out a surprised noise as Lee threw his arms around him, smashing their lips together in a desperate kiss, shoving his tongue into Sixx's hot, sweet mouth. Nikki groaned and molded his lips to Tommy's, allowing the drummer to press him up against the wall as he tangled his hands in Lee's thick curls.

Tommy pulled away, gasping and sobbing. Only then could Sixx realize that his terror twin was crying hard, fisting the fabric of Nikki's shirt.

"Whoa, whoa, Tommy! What's the matter? Why are you crying? Do you think I'm mad? Tommy, that was fucking amazing! I can't believe you kissed ME!" His green eyes sparkled with such delight that it tore Tommy's next words right out of his heart.

"I love you!" Tommy cried out mournfully, burying his face in Nikki's thick hair,"I love you....I love you, Nikki. I....I had a horrific nightmare and you....so much blood....I-I...."

"Shhh, it's okay, it's okay. I'm here.I love you too and I won't ever leave you, Tom. I've got you right here, safe in my arms," He kissed the top of Lee's head as the younger man sobbed hard into his chest. All Tommy wanted was this at the moment. To feel Nikki's solid, well-toned form warm beneath his skin. To see the vibrant gleam in those green eyes he so adored.