Walk Through Fog

Love and Sadness

Dear Jennifer,
Right before you broke up with me, you said, "Why did we even date in the first place?" I just stared after you for hours, I stood there in my bedroom staring at my door. It took me about four months to figure out the answer to your question. We dated for one reason and one reason only. I loved you. Do you know how we got to that love that I feel for you every day? It all started back in sixth grade when you were the new kid and walked into my home room. You seemed to glow, all I saw was you. All I saw was the beautiful dark brown hair that came to just your shoulder and how you wore bright blue skinny jeans that made it seem like your legs went on forever. I had a crush on you forever, but I never had the courage to even talk to you until the beginning of ninth grade. Our first date was stupid and we barely talked. Our second date went the same way, but that one ended with a kiss and we skipped curfew just so we could make up the silence that went through the whole night. I remember all the little things, how I would chase you down the hallway just to tickle you and kiss you just for a minute. I fell in love with you for every Friday night when you made me watch a stupid chick flick. It made me love you more and more and make our relationship as great and as silly as theirs. I like to believe I succeeded, but I guess we wouldn't be apart right now if I did. Then again, they all broke up at one point or another and found their way back to each other. I hope that we can do that to, even though you're already dating someone else, I need to know that I love you and I will never stop loving you until the day I die. I can thank you for all the little things, because that's what got me here.
Love,
Your one and only love