Her Broken Heart

11

It's been a week since we've been home a week of utter pain a week of me feeling sick and a week of me throwing up Sebastian doesn't know he's been to busy working to notice the pain I'm going through besides I feel like he doesn't care enough to stop and see how I'm doing or see how Josie is doing it seems all he's been doing is working so today I made an emergency appointment to see a doctor so today after my therapy session and while Sebastian is working I'll be at the emergency room seeing what's wrong with me

I took a quick shower and got dressed then I put my hair in a messy bun I walk to Josie's room to see her wide awake

"time for school"

"You forgot didn't you"

"Forgot what"

"We don't have school and aunty April is going to work were with you all day"

"I did forget I guess you guys will be going to therapy with me"

I took Josie a bath and got her dressed then put her hair in a but with a bow I walked to Darla's room to see her dressed and playing with dolls

"come on girls we need to leave or we'll be late"

I grabbed my purse and my keys we walked out the house I locked the door and helped them in the car I buckled them up and got in the driving to my therapist

"Mommy what's therapy"

"It's a doctor that makes you feel better"

"Oh, okay"

We arrived at the building I parked the car and the helped the girls out I grabbed my tablet for them to share and walked to the receptionist desk to check in and walked to Dr.Anderson's office I knocked on the door and walked in

"Well who do we have here"

"This is my daughter Josie and my niece Darla"

You see if I don't call her my niece she throws a fit I mean I don't mind I'm honored to be her aunt Josie and Darla are really best friends oh and Lincoln when he can come over

"You brought kids this time"

"No babysitter"

"Oh alright they and over there"

I told them go go sit down they sat in the same chair even though their were two chairs which is weird I handed them my tablet to play on while I talk to Dr.Anderson I sat in a chair across from her

"How's everything been going"

"Okay I'm still terrified of men except Sebastian"

"Well lets start there how are you and Sebastian"

"Were good well better than good I've been feeling sick so I'm going to the doctors after this"

"Are you pregnant"

"No..... I don't think so"

"Did you and Sebastian..... um" she looked over at the kids and back at me "do the dirty"

"We did twice"

"Mmm in my opinion you may be pregnant"

"Wow"

"So tell me why are you still afraid of men"

"I don't know it's just every man I see reminds of him the man you forced me to do the dirty"

"Mm does Sebastian have any siblings"

"He has a brother"

"That''s a good start try meeting the brother and get to know him and maybe soon your fear of men will slowly but surely disappear"