Her Broken Heart

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From the time they were born it was great until we had to wake up every morning one am to be exact and they won't go back asleep until three and did I mention we have to wake up at seven to take Josie to school don't get me wrong I love them with all my heart the girls look just like their dad were as Javier looks like me but with Sebastian's eyes it's scary how much he looks like me he's become attached to me literally but the girls are attached to Sebastian I just hope Josie doesn't feel left out since the babies are born we still pay attention to her but she's not receiving as much attention as she used to I'm currently sitting on the bed holding a sleeping Javier while reading one of my favorite Nicholas sparks books I've always loved romance books Sebastian currently sleeping while cuddling the twins in his arms protectively I look at the time and realize it's time for me to wake Joise up I slipped on my slippers walking out the room still holding my sleeping baby walked into Josie's my eyes landed on a sleeping Josie cuddling her blanket mumbling in her sleep I chuckle she's just like faith she sleeps like her acts like her one I will I have tell her the truth that I'm not her mommy she'll be devastated but I hope she'll still see me as her mom I gently stroked her cheek trying to wake her, her eyes fluttered open smiling up at me

"Morning mama"

"Morning baby time for school"

"Do I have to go"

"Is someone troubling you at school"

"I-I-um-no"

"Josie you know not to lie to Mama" She nodded her head looking down at her fingers I lifted her chin making her look me in the eyes "Who's bothering you"

"Her name is Jackie but Darcy is usually there to protect me but she hasn't been coming to school lately"

"She hasn't I'll call her mom"

"But mummy"

"Yes darling"

"Do I have to go to school today"

"No love were signing you up for karate, and kickboxing"

"Why"

"So you can learn how to defend yourself"

"But I don't want to get hurt...I'm scared mama"

"Oh baby come here" I adjusted Javier so I could hold Josie too I kissed her cheek and looked her in the eyes so she could know what I was saying was true

"Everyone gets afraid sometimes but you have to be brave so you can face your fears"

"Have you faced your fears, mama"

"I think I have now if you don't want a stranger to teach you to fight I can get Daddy to teach you"

"He would do that"

"He would because it's you"

"I want Daddy to teach me"

"Then it shall be done"

"Thank you, mama"

"Anything for you love now go back to sleep"

I turned the light off going back into my room to see Sebastian lying back down without the twins I'm guessing he put them in their cribs I walked into the babies' room and placed Javier in his crib walked back into Sebastian's room You didn't notice we live here now we moved all our stuff in here about a month ago since I bought the penthouse we lived in I let April have penthouse she just has to sign the lease but she's been busy with visiting her fiancé, taking care of Darcy, and working it's a lot on her we haven't had anything happened to us since the attack I'm grateful for that yet I'm paranoid afraid that something's going to happen to us, I laid on the bed and gently cuddled under Sebastian He sprang out of bed grabbing his clothes

"Bash what are you doing"

"We're late Josie has school"

"Oh, she's not going to school today"

"Why"

"She's been getting bullied so I told her you would teach her how to fight every day"

"Who's bullying"

"Babe it's fine"

"Name just give me the name"

"Just don't do anything please"

"Can't make any promises love"

"Her name is Jackie but she's only six"

"So"

"Ugh!!! Please don't do anything Josie will take care of it when you teach her to fight"

"Your right I have to teach her my methods"

"That's not what I_"

"Thanks love" he kissed my lips rushing out the room and going who knows where I groaned rolling over in bed but I can't sleep without bash I stood up and walked out of the room to find Sebastian walking in the kitchen I find him drinking a beer "bash"

"Yes love"

"Will you lay with me"

"What's wrong?"

"I can't sleep without you here with me"

He sighed smiling slightly picking me up he pecked my lips and walked in the room laying down with me on his chest I hugged him close to me sighing in content as he played with my hair making me feel drowsy I held his other hand in my hand locking our hands together

"Sleep love"

"Will you be here when I wake"

"I'll be here love, I would never leave me"

"Mhm, promise"

"I promise, now sleep"

I buried my head in his neck closing my eyes and feeling safe and secured in his arms while he played with my hair the last thing I felt before falling asleep was him softly pecking my lips