Her Broken Heart

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Dream:
Darkness that's all I saw I'm sitting in a chair I can't move my arms or legs they're tied up I'm in a cell I hear screaming and yelling soon the lights are turned on I come face to face with a man with dark hair and green eyes he motions for someone they bring in Sebastian and a screaming Josie fear that's all I felt it's like everything moved in slow motion 'you either give me what I want or you watch me kill them both'

'What do you want'

'I want to see Sebastian suffer, I want to watch him beg for him family lives, I want him to feel what I felt the day he took my daughter away from me and my sons I want him to feel pain'

'H-h-how'

'By hurting his most beautiful love' he said stroking my cheek

'What are you going to do to me'

He laughed caressing my cheek 'you'll find out soon love and when you do you're going to wish you were dead'

I woke up screaming and panting for air 'it's just a dream' I kept repeating in my head over and over Josie is fine Sebastian if fine everything is going to be okay Sebastian sat up looking at me worriedly he saw the state I was in and instantly picked me up "what's wrong love"
After repeating everything that happened in the dream he immediately stiffened

"Did I say something wrong" I asked as my voice cracked

"No love it's nothing"

"Your lying. What are you hiding from me?"

"Nothing."

"Tell me.'

"It's nothing love don't worry about it"

"Just tell me I won't get mad"

"Just drop it"

"Please just t-"

"I SAID IT'S NOTHING DAMIT"

"Are you lying"

"No,never"

"Your lying"

"Why would I lie"

"I tell you everything yet you still sit in my face and lie to me"

"Love_"

"Don't I can care less anymore"

I stood up and made my way to the guest room I tell him everything I even tell him what my nightmares are about and he has the audacity to tell me lies. Opening the door I laid on the bed and covered myself with the cover that was on the bed closing my eyes I let the darkness consume me

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Waking up I stood up walked in the room me and Sebastian share I grabbed some clothes and walked out the room and into the guest room I placed my clothes on the bed stripped out my clothes walked in the bathroom taking a quick shower before the kids wake up I washed my body then did the same thing to my hair I rinsed the soap off my hair and body turning off the shower I stepped out dry myself off getting dressed I walked in the triplets room to see the girls still asleep but Javier wide awake

I picked him up too him a warm bath and changed him into a onesie walking in the kitchen I made him a bottle made sure it wasn't hot I sat on the couch and began feeding him as I was looking at him you could tell he was my son he looks just like me same eyes same everything I kissed his hand as fingers curled on my one finger I sighed in content but was interrupted with Sebastian tapping me "Love"

"I'm sorry" I said with tears in my eyes I wiped my tears away but more came

"Love?"

"Don't. Just leave me alone"

"Fuck. No I should be the one that's sorry not you me I made you cry I shouldn't have lied to you and for that I'm sorry I'll tell you the truth"

"No lies"

"No lies" 

"What is it?"

"His name was Jadon we were inseparable he had one rule for no one to go near his sister and we listened but as time passed I moved to college and I began to grow feeling for her I asked her out and we began dating secretly things were getting heated we had sex, I told her I loved her and asked her to marry me but she found out she was pregnant we were going to run away together until one day she just disappeared and Jadon flipped he found out about our relationship and promised to make my life a living hell and whoever I fall for next was going to suffer to I searched and searched for her but I never found her or my child I still haven't found her till this day now he's the one that sent men after you that's why you live here. Please don't hate me"

"I could never hate you"

"I love you"

"And I you, Sebastian"

"Yeah?"

"How old would your child be"

"Well I'm 27 I went to college when I was twenty she got pregnant and left so the child would be around Josie's age but older so 7"

"Seven what does she look like"

"I have picture"

"Why do you still have her picture"

"Guilt"

"Hmm can I see the picture"

"Sure just let me go find it,and please for love of god put Javier in his crib your spoiling him"

"But he's my baby the girls are all daddy's girl and he's a momma's boy"

He sighed knowing I was going to budge "fine" He walked up stair as I put Javier in the little baby swing that is next to me I buckled him in it and grabbed a blanket that smelt like me putting it on him so he wouldn't cry I turned the soft tune on and sat back down Sebastian came downstairs holding Josie,Julianna,and Jasmine he seriously spoils them rotten I don't know what I'm going to do with him I stood up and took Josie out his arms and sat down holding her he put the twins in the baby swing strapping them in he placed a blanket with his scent on it on them he turned on the soft tune then sat down and grabbed Josie from my arms who immediately cuddled in Sebastian's chest "where is it"

"Patient love" he pulled out the picture from his pocket and handed it to me I gasped in shock Delilah It can't be I've been looking for her since she disappeared my sister but if Jadon finds out I'm alive he'll surely yell at me for leaving me and Delilah are fraternal twins we look nothing alike

"What is it love"

"I know her"

"What"

"She's my sister and I know where she's at"

Sorry for the cliffhanger but there's more to come and I apologize for not updating but I've had writer's block but I'm back to updating now don't forget to comment and vote