ACCIDENTALLY PREGNANT [ON-GOING]

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AMANDA POV-

"Get ready at 8pm. Don't disappoint me amanda or else i would cut off the list of Bb.Star in coming launch in europe. You don't want that right? Then you should come with me tonight."

Sabi ni lolo at iniwan ako mag isa. I want to be brave. Pero kahit isang lakas wala akong makuha. Tumango na lamang ako ng dahan dahan atsaka dumiretso sa kwarto ko. Ni-ready ko ang dress na sususotin ko, the make ups and even everything i would badly need for tonight. As much as ayokong pumunta hindi ko rin naman inexpect na ganito ang deal ng lolo ko sakin. Dinner won't hurt me so, i should at least come with him tonight.

I still have 2 hours para mag ready. Tinapos kona ang lahat ng gagawin ko ng biglang tumunog ang phone ko sa tabi. Hindi naman pamilyar ang number kaya hindi ko ito sinagot. Pero paulit ulit ang vibrate kaya napilitan na lamang akong sagutin ito.

"Hello?--"

[["Amanda..Can we talk?"]]

Boses palang alam kona.

"Jared..What do you want?"

[["Amanda i'm really sorry. I'd like to make up with you. Please give me a chance?'']]

"Akala koba napag usapan na natin to? Jared we're done. Itigil mo na to, tigilan mo nako. Sapat na yung pang gagago mo saakin utang na loob wag mona dagdagan. Atsaka pwede ba wag mo nako tawagan? We're both back to where we started not as a friend but as a stranger."

[["What the hell amanda..Are you getting over with me that easy? Is 3 weeks space is still not enough--"]]

"What the fuck are you talking about space? I don't need space! It's a break up jared, ano bang tingin mo sa break up natin? Cool off lang?"

Aminin kong masakit padin, pero dala narin siguro ng stress ko sa ibang bagay mas marami pa pala akong pro-problemahin bukod sa break up namin jared. Our break up was a serious thing, but what i need to focus first is myself. I am no longer a pure maiden amanda.

And god knows how broke i am until now. My heart is still not on a good shape to love or to be happy again.

[["Amanda please stop being a hard to get one. We've been together for over a year! And for one mistake you're going to break up with me just like that?'']]

"Jared..That is not an easy one mistake you called. It still a mistake. Hindi mo naman kaylangan damihan yung kasalanan mo bago mo malaman na kasalanan pala yon. Because that one mistake broke my heart jared.."

Sabi ko at pinipigilan ang pag hikbi. Yes, i am crying. This is why i am trying my best to avoid jared dahil alam kong mababaw ang luha ko pag dating sakanya and what hurts the most, yun yung sya na may kasalanan pero hindi parin nawawala yung love and that shit hurts.

"Please stop calling me jared."

[["Amanda wait--"]]

*toot.toot*

Pinunasan ko naman ang luha ko. Buti nalang hindi pa ako nag sisimula na mag make up. Anyway, i don't know how jared get my number again. I blocked his number twice since he keep on calling me after that night.

*ring.ring*

"What again--"

Kinuha ko naman ang phone ko at asar na sinagot ito.

[["Woah..Wrong number...I was about to call one of the costumers, but i accidentally dial your...number.."]]

"Okay, then bye."