Cherry pov
People normally think kpop artists lifes are filled with glitters and rainbows while actually it isn't,it is full of tears and sweat some memories bring back a hurtful cut to your heart,in 17 th of November sat the famous female member on her bed with her hands on her face tears slowly coming doing,she dreamed of her mother the mother that never gave her love the mother that looked always disappointed at her the mother that was one of the greatest bad memories cherry really wants to forget,she dreamed of that one time when she told her family she wants to be a famous idol to only be slapped by the words of her mother saying she won't be her daughter again if she followed her dreams but the female followed her dream ,she was pulled out of her thoughts by renjun knocking on her door
Renjun: come on cherry we need to practice we go up
Renjun said with an annoyed voice ,every one was in a bad mood and the weather didn't help either with the rainy day ,the female member got up sighing softly wearing her shoes and opening her door she followed the dream members to the van no one dared to talk because of the frown and stress they finally arrived they started practicing every one was focused expect for cherry she kept doing faults she didn't even care saying sorry after messing up until the dream leader exploded
Mark: can you fucking focus
Mark said raising his voice I didn't even look at him I continued practicing
Mark:DID YOU HEAR ME
He put his hands on my shoulder harshly
Cherry: I heard you I am not deaf but I chose to ignore you
Cherry snapped all the dream members looked at her for the first time looking so down and emotionaless
Mark: DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE Talking TO ME LIKE THAT
Mark said pointing his finger at me I looked at him burning a hole in his head
Cherry : you are not my parents to make me listen to you
Mark: don't act like even your parents care about you
His words made cherry look at him with blurry eyes she looked so broken jaemin held mark scolding mark jeno was walking my way but I quickly took my bag and ran out the practice room I ran ,it was raining so hard but I just went to the park I used to play in with my brother I got out my phone and texted my mom
Cherry : hey Mom just wanted to say I miss you ....
Seen 1:00Cherry : don't you miss your little cherry pie ....
Seen 1:02It hurts more that she didn't answer she only seen the texts maybe a harsh text at least would have been less hurtful
Cherry sat on the bench until she was completely soaked with water she went home around 2:00 am every one was asleep which made her 100% sure no one was worried about her or trying to look for her
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