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a long ass chapter

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" why are you so stressed kevin it is not a big deal "

" YES IT IS A BIG DEAL "

" STOP SCREAMING "

once dad shouted me and kevin went in silent mode .

i can hear kevin sniffing as tears were pouring out of his eyes , i sighed and softly asked dad to leave the room so i can talk to kevin . once dad left the room i sat down beside kevin as he leaned his head on my shoulder and sobbed harder .

" i know how it is hard to grow up without a mother and i know how much you envy your friends when you see them smile with their mothers but let me ask you something "

the room was silent and it felt so thick but cherry still manged to get kevin to look at her

" would you like the family to be completed but with a sad and a toxic figure in it or lose someone to grow with a healthy family that care about you "

"I don't know I just want a mother that will love me and care about me i don't want to watch my friends with their mother while I don't have a one "

Cherry sighed and looked around the room and spotted a guitar

" You know what , I wrote a song when i realized she wasn't worth it , listen"

I took the guitar and closed my eyes

'i used to shut my door when my mother screamed in the kitchen

I'd turn the music up get high and try not to listen

To every little fight cause neither one was right , I swore I'd never be like them but I was just a kid back then .

The older I get the more that I see my parents aren't heroes they are just like me , cause loving is hard it doesn't always work you just try your best not to get hurt

I used to be mad but now I know sometimes it's better to let someone go it just hadn't hit you yet , the older I get '

I stopped when I felt tears on my cheeks I wiped it off and looked at Kevin to see him looking back at me with big glassy eyes

" I never knew how mother love feel like , she gave birth to me and left how could she do that if she didn't want me from the beginning then why the fuck did she marry again and give birth to another boy that is younger then me by a yearrrr !????"

At this point Kevin's face was all red from anger I know this is not easy to him ,let me explain

A new student transferred to Kevin school it was all gangsta until he saw our supposed to be mother picking that boy up but what bugged Kevin she hugged and kissed that boy happily and when her eyes landed on Kevin she glared and drove away .

" Can you continue singing i want to sleep hearing your voice "

" Ohh really wasn't I a dying rat trying to sing yesterday?"

I raised my eyebrow playfully as Kevin smiled sheepishly and pushed me , I laughed softly and got my guitar .

" I used to wonder why ,why they could never be happy.

I used to close my eyes and pray for  whole another family where everything was fine

One that felt like mine I swore i'd never be like them but I was just a kid back then , the older I get the more that I see my parents aren't heroes they're just like me