NCT 22ND Member

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I left with a heavy heart and clouded mind with thoughts I was willing to do which is completely wrong
*Ring ring *
Answering the phone waiting for the other end to talk first " cherry where are you ? " The voice of renjun calmed her a little " sitting beside my father "
Of course she was lying but before she could say or hear anything, she felt time froze as she felt time freeze and pain shot in every part of her body as she felt herself flew to the other side of the street where she were left alone with a blood pool of her own blood the van that just hit her didn't even check on her they left without even stoping
People surrounded her like chicken but none of them did anything
Only one of them called the ambulance and one answered her phone to tell anyone about what happened to her and it was renjun , renjun immediately told the manager and both of them booked tickets for a flight to her , for the first time renjun cried so hard he was scared of losing her , he is scared of not being able to hold her
He is scared that he won't be able to tell her he loves her

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Cherry pov

Where am I ? The question kept going over and over my head as I felt something soft under me but I couldn't open my eyes or move any part of my body it was all darkness , but I can hear what is happening right now and I could feel a little hand holding my hand softly with soft sobs
" Noona please wake up not you and dad "
The pained voice and sobs broke and tore cherry's heart into million pieces

She heard the door open and renjun voice " hi buddy " renjun said to Kevin but you could hear his voice cracking from holding himself from breaking down infront of the little boy he didn't want to make Kevin more sad than he was already " I got donuts "
" No thank you I am not hungry "

She frowned mentally as she knows her brother too well that she knows he probably didn't eat anything
" Kevin~~~cherry wouldn't have been happy if she saw you starving yourself imagine when she wakes up to find you not taking care of yourself she would feel like it is her fault "

There was a moment of silence until she felt the soft hand that was holding her left and she heard munching sounds and felt happy that renjun was able to make Kevin eat , cherry was feeling uncomfortable she didn't like the feeling of not waking up and moving .

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After a while Kevin fell asleep on the hospital couch while renjun kept looking at cherry with empty pained look and held her hand
" I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you .... I failed to protect you , from your ex boyfriend and your mother and from the accident if I came with you nothing could have happened "
Renjun was beating himself badly about something he can't change
" Please wake up and I won't let any moment past , I will sound stupid but I kept it to my self but I love you , I love everything about you your cheerful self your goofy side and your baby smile I love everything you have "
Cherry heard everything and felt her heart beat fasten " please wake up for me , for the boys for Kevin , jacob and your father and for nctzens "