ᵛˡⁱᵛᵉ ᵍᵒⁿᵉ ʷʳᵒⁿᵍ

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I started the live and quickly hide my face and peeked every second like I was playing peek-a-boo with the fans while waiting for some amount of fans to come in , the weird thing that my eye caught a comment saying
'you should stop you are not funny or cute it is disgusting' and for the first time in my life I obeyed a hate comment instruction and stopped doing it , this isn't me I never obeyed

anyone especially a hater .

" Hiiiii guys I missed youuuu " I send a flying kiss towards the camera
" It has been a while since I did a vlive so I am going to read your comments and answer some of them "

I looked at the comments and smiled at the cute comments from nctzens but surprisingly a big amount of comments were mean and rude and was enough to change my smile into a frown especially that comment that said " eww look how she gained weight" I put my hand around my waist hiding my stomach even when I was wearing baggy clothes , I looked down a little bit 'i didn't gain weight I lost weight while promoting even I lost weight and they are calling me fat then was I super fat before?'

" Cherry why do you have dark circles under your eye ? , Well the promotions was long and I didn't have enough time to sleep well I apologise if it is distracting " I don't even know why I am apologizing

" What is the most thing you are grateful about this comeback? , My staff and crew stood beside me I feel they worked harder than me and stayed awake to design and decorate my clothes and scenes but they also kept smiling and cracking jokes with me so I am thankful I wasn't alone "

I started telling stories about my childhood but kept my mother topic aside

" Cherry why are you always talking about your father ? , Because he always stood beside me when I wanted him the most and also because I miss him it has been a while since we talked Because I was busy with comebacks "

Comments started floating with comments asking about my mother when I remember explaining once that I feel uncomfortable talking about her and I am trying my best to make my memories with her vanish

" Can i explain how I got the idea of gunshot? , Well it talks about a toxic relationship I thought about it from experience but lets say I don't want to talk about it , I also wanted the song to not sound so sad "

I kept reading comments and cherry started tearing up a little bit but tired to cover it , the comments were starting to enter her head and stay rent free , but the comments didn't slow down once they noticed cherry crying they kept typing comments like " you look ugly while crying " " don't ruin your make up I don't want to see your face I throw up every time " and other comments asking for other members
" I am sorry if i disappointed you I just wanted to make a vlive and talk with you guys but looks like my existence annoys you and about the comments telling me about leaving NCT I will think about it because I don't want to disappoint you and bring the boys down , i am sorry again "
Cherry voice was shaking and she ended the live







Next day cherry wrote a hand written apologize for nctzens because of how rude she was because some fans trended the statement #apologize cherry , because she ended the life without saying goodbye and the fans was offended by that , but none of them cared about how she cried only a little bit was defending her .

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