Author's note
I'm so sorry, but this is just a short filler, I'm trying to speed things up so we can get straight to meeting Luke :)
Avery's P.O.V
I miss him.
For a while, I felt nothing. I was emotionally drained. But now it hurts, being able to feel again. I don't know whether I preferred feeling nothing or not.
It's been 6 months. He hasn't even tried to contact me. I've neglected everything. I just wanted to disappear.
Rhiannon helps. She brings me food and water, and makes sure I go to work. She probably thinks I'm a pathetic child, but so far she's been a true friend. I feel bad for not treating her like one.
Heartbreak isn't the right word. I'm emotionally destroyed, and my attitude reflects this. I no longer eat meals, and when I do, I just bring them back up. It reminds me of how empty I feel.
Right now, I'm sat on the sofa, watching the door, hoping Michael will come through the door any moment. This has become a regular thing, but he never comes back. Im scared he never will.
I'm lost in a train of thought, when the door opens. To my dismay it's only Rhiannon.
She sighs.
"I'm sorry honey, here I brought pizza home. It's your favourite"
"I'm not hungry. Sorry." I keep my focus on the door.
I hear a loud thud on the ground and turn to face the source. On the floor was a box of pizza and her bag.
"No."
"What?"
She was shaking with anger.
"I'm not going to stand here and watch you waste your life! This isn't good for you! You never sleep, you rarely eat, and when you do, I know you throw it back up! He's obviously not coming back! I know I never met him, so I shouldn't judge him, but he seems like a pretty crap friend! He gets to leave, and I have to look after you! I'm done with this shit!"
I'm left speechless. She just snapped.
I open my mouth to apologise, but she cuts me off.
"Talk to me when you come to your senses, and don't even think about saying sorry again."
A/N
I am so sorry, I had to rush this chapter.
OOOO Rhiannon you go gurl!
I'll try to update tomorrow or tonight to make up for this mess of a chapter.
Love you guys x
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