Thirteen

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Michael's P.O.V

She won't answer my calls. I can't even go to her house and apologise. That's what I want to do, but I can't. I wanted to tell her how I feel. I'm scared I'll never get the chance to.

The boys and I have been in America for the last few months doing a few gigs. Everything is going great for the band. We're preparing to tour 5 countries in 5 days! This is so big for us, I just can't help but wonder what it would've been like with Ave here.

Girls throw themselves at me all the time, but they're not her. I can't let myself have a good time. I just need her to notice me.

Maybe she'll come to our show. Then I can sing our song for her.

Avery's P.O.V

It's difficult. But I'm trying. I'm trying really hard to be happy again. This time I'm not going to run away from my problems.

I turn to the only escape I've had through the years. Music.

Rhi's iPod is in the doc so I hit shuffle. She has a great taste in music! Teenagers by MCR comes on and I begin to dance around re arranging the lounge.

Next a band I don't recognise comes on. They're really great, I start singing along to the chorus when Rhi comes down the stairs.

"I see you found my iPod?" She asks.

We both laugh, and continue to dance together.

"Who is that?! I think I'm in love with them." I ask her as the song ends.

"5 Seconds Of Summer, all the members are like sex gods, they're so tall and just oomf"

I giggle at her explanation and sigh.

"I'm really sorry for how I've been over the last few months, I should've known better. Um, do you want to help me make dinner?"

"It's okay, he was special to you... Can we just order Chinese?"

She pouts and I agree. Rhi goes to order food while I search this band up on google.

Calum Hood, Michael Clifford, Ashton Irwin and Luke Hemmings.

Luke immediately catches my eye. Well hello Mr. Hemmings. He is just the definition of perfect.

Then there's Ashton. Goodness that boy is beautiful. And a drummer... that's hot.

Calum is cute. His face looks all squidgy and adorable an awww.

And finally Michael.

He reminded me of Mikey, but his hair was a different colour and he had piercing and tattoo's. He was hotter too.

I follow them on Twitter, listen to their covers and just fall deeper and deeper in love.

But then reality hits. I'm just not good enough. I'm just one of millions of fans. Fans who know them better than themselves and have been there from the beginning.

I go up to the bathroom and turn on the shower.

I don't even know who the girl in the mirror is anymore. Her skin, hollow between her bones, paler than snow. Muscles weakened and pathetic. I'm not even standing up straight.

She needs to learn to smile. Learn how to feel again.

A/N

Hellooooooo! Sorry, I forgot to update this :/ but I plan on publishing up to chapter 20 by Christmas! YAY!

Hope y'all are good x

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