THE LUNA THAT BECAME A VAMPIRE

CHPTER NINE

MARKS POV

It has been three years since Luz and our pup died, since that day I have been sleeping in what used to be her room. I have a picture frame with her picture and the paper with her pregnancy result in it on the night stand next to the bed, I fall asleep looking at it and wake up looking at it. We found out that by the bruises that Luz had on her body when she was in the hospital she had been pushed down the stairs and not fallen so we have been trying to find out who pushed her down the stairs but haven't had any luck doing so, my dad and mom are even thinking of calling that Alex dude and see if he can help us out. I would only see him if he could truly help find out who did this to Luz and to find out what ever happened to her body and where they are buried but most importantly if I could go and visit their tomb, for what her father said Alex and his clan put their loved ones in mausoleums and the body of their loved ones in crystal coffins so they could still see them when ever they went to visit them.

Suzy has been trying to get my attention but I keep ignoring her, I don't look at any other she wolf since there is no one better than Luz, she is and will always be everything for me even though she isn't here anymore. My parents are starting to get worried about me since I don't really leave the room and if I do it's only to eat and then I come back here to lay down on the bed and hold the picture frame in my arms while I cry myself to sleep, Mike has come to the room and tried to get me to come out with him but to no use even his father has come and tried to talked to me telling me that Luz wouldn't want me to be like this but I still don't leave the room.
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Dad came in today to tell me that he was going to call Alex to come over and see if he can convince him to let me go visit Luz and to see if he could come to help find out who killed Luz and our pup, I have regretted rejecting Luz ever since I found out she was in the hospital and that neither her nor our pup were going to make it. If she told Alex I was her mate he will never let me visit her even if I begged in my hands and knees, to be honest I wouldn't blame him if he didn't let me though I would do the same thing if it were my sister Daisy instead of Luz. I should have protected her and loved her not rejected her, I should have been there with her when she found out she was pregnant and show her how happy I was that we were going to have a pup. God I really wish I could make time go back to when I woke up with her in my arms and waited for her to wake up and continue showing her how happy I was that she was mine and mine only, take her in my arms and hold her until we really had to get up to go eat something and then just bring her back in the room and continue to cuddle with her while watching movies on the tv.

I sometimes try to imagine how our baby would have looked like, would it be a boy or a girl. What their first word would be, would it look like me or like Luz or who they would be more attached to but the one thing that I do imagine a lot is how Luz would have looked like once she started to show her pregnancy. Daisy has just found out she is pregnant and I try to stay as far away from her because I feel jealous of her and Drake since they can have kids and I will never be able to be able to hear anyone call me dad or father thanks to whoever killed Luz, I promised that once I found out who had killed Luz and our pup I would kill them myself but unlike the death Luz and our pup had theirs would be slow and painful. I will make them wish that I would kill them soon due to all the pain I will be putting them through now that I think of it I would also let her dad and brother to join me in the killing since they have that right due to being her only family she had left after her mother had died. Yes they treated her bad and did some really bad things to her and because of what her brother said to me I rejected her, something that her brother really regrets telling me but him and his father also regret everything they did to her to the point that they went to her mothers grave and apologized to her for not protecting Luz and doing everything they did to her.