Together forever.

Ch.51

Jamie's POV

You're sick......I'm sick.....we're all sick....in our own ways. My thoughts are getting the best of me.....why is this happening...why am I doing this to myself. I love him.....I love him to death. I got up and walked to the door. When I opened it I saw Michael.

"What the hell we're you thinking!!?" He asked puling me into a tight hug. I rolled down my sleeves and hugged back.

"Um......what are you doing here?" I asked nervously.

"Well uh.....I woke up and you were gone so I decided to look for you," he replied. I nodded and slowly walked over to the counter trying to hide any evidence that I was drinking.

"Hey can I use your bathroom?" Michael questioned. Shit....the blood.

"No! You can't...because um.....the toilet is clogged," I made an excuse.

"Let me see if I can help," he offered.

"No, Michael stop!"

He pulled away and I tugged on his arm. He accidentally rolled my sleeves up and stared. Oh fuck.....

"What...did...you...do," he asked in a scary yet calm voice.

"I....its not what it looks like...,"

"Not what it looks like!!? What else are you hiding from me!!"

He pushed me out of the way and walked to the bathroom. He looked at the floor and his eyes got wide. He walked back over to me.

"What the hell were you thinking!! Don't you think this worries me!! Don't you think I care!?"

"I'm sorry..,"

"Sorry won't cut it this time!! Now this really proves you don't love me, you could've just said that instead of break me like this, and hurt yourself. You know what!? I'm done with you...so done."

I cried silently and he shook his head. He walked to the door but I pulled him back and hugged him.

"Please don't leave! I love you, don't go," I cried. He hugged me back and looked at my arm.

"You don't love me......you're just saying that...,"

"I really do. You're my everything you're my one and only, I swear. There is no other like you.",

He looked at me and rubbed his face. I know that I'm the one making him so miserable. Its just hard for me to stand that he's with another when I really and truly want him to be mine.

"Come here....," he says opening his arms. I walked over to him and he planted a kiss on my forehead.

"Please.....please promise me this is the last time you will ever harm yourself," he said, tearing up. I nodded and hugged him. I cried on his shoulder and thought about the things I have done. He lifted me up and walked me to the bathroom. He sat me on the counter and looked at my arm.

"I love you," he said leaning so close that I could smell his breath.

"I love you more.",

He bandaged my wrist and held kissed it. This man....right here...is amazing. I leaned close to him and kissed his lips. He kissed back and tucked my hair behind my ear. His hands roamed my body, us so close not even air can travel between us. He mumbled the words " I love you", through kisses which he planted on my neck. I opened his shirt not knowing what to do next. He broke the kiss and looked at me.

"We can't do this.....," he said looking down.

"Why not?" I ask tilting his head up.

"Because..... This will spread lies and bad tabloids about the King Of Pop cheating.....again."

"Oh...I didn't know...,"

"Its okay. I will fix things one day, I promise. I just have one question."

"What is it?"

"Do you forgive me?"

To go continued.......

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