Together forever.

Ch.43

Jamie's POV

I'm done. So done. I'm done with life, done with troubles done with everything. I'm just......done. Nolan drove alongside the quiet streets in complete silence. Why would he do this to me. Why? I looked pass his flaws and saw a wonderful person. Then this. Nolan comes to a stoplight and hits the brake. I sobbed in my sleeve and climbed out of the car.

"Hey! Where ya going?" He asked. I ignored him and kept running. I have no idea where I'm going, all I know is that I'll be somewhere.

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I ran for what seemed like hours. I stopped at a pond and looked at its crystal clear water. Why does the bad things always come to me? Why? I dipped my feet into the water still crying from what had happened earlier. I just feel so unloved. Crying isn't going to get me anywhere. I got up and walked down the street. It was raining, wow just my luck. A car pulled up beside me and someone walked out. The person started following me. It turned around to see a crying Michael.

"Please stop, and let me explain," he begged.

"Just go back to your woman p, will you," I scoffed.

"Now your hurting me."

"Oh Michael don't you think think that when I caught you cheating didn't hurt!! Welcome to my world, where pain is the main subject!"

"Listen I'm sorry please let me explain."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sick of that sorry shit! Don't say sorry when you know your really not!"

"I am sorry, terribly sorry-"

"Terribly sorry you met me perhaps. I thought you were exactly what I wanted. No. Your not. Your just a user. I thought you loved me........but you love that blonde chick so much you just went for it. I don't care. I don't give a damn anymore. Have fun with your life, I wish you the best."

"So! Where does that leave us?" He asked now crying.

"I don't know......and I certainly don't care. Your dead to me."

I walk off leaving the whole situation. I played my cards right.....he made a wrong move. I walked street from street not knowing where to go or where to turn. I wish him the best.

"Jamie! Jamie stop!" Nolan yelled twisting me around. I looked at him and cried silently.

"I wasn't the only one who cheated," I sighed walking away. He grabbed me back.

"I keep telling you, you didn't cheat and what do you mean?"

"Let's just say Michael has other plans. He has another life and another destiny. Shall I say another love."

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When I got home I rushed upstairs and stripped to my bra and underwear. I stared at myself in the mirror and got some scissors. I need a new start. A new beginning. I lifted my hair and started snipping away. I had long brown hair that reached my waist. I cut until it reached my neck. I looked at the remains of hair all over the floor. I fell down to me knees and cried once more. "Start over....you can do it.....start over......there's nothing to it," a voice in my head keeps whispering. I hopped in the hot tub and sighed. A bubble bath is what I need right now. I need to erase this entire day from my mind. Let him live his life. Let him love who he chooses to love, make him fight for what he wants to fight for and make him another flaw of my life.

Start over......you can do it.......start over....there's nothing to it....

To be continued.......

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