Blood Buddy / Fransykes

Chapter 9

Hiiiguys<3 pretty long chapter hehe hope yall enjoy

I'm sad.

It's my birthday, and here I am, on the verge of tears. Actually, I am in tears, I've been in tears for the past few days.

Josh is coming today, he'll be here soon, to take me to his surprise place for my birthday. But I just couldn't seem to find any joy. I better stop crying or else Josh is going to see my puffy eyes and know that I've been in tears.

What is wrong with me? I've found myself saying those words a lot the past few days. But I really don't know what's wrong with me! Josh kissed me, I should be grateful for what I got! But, no. No, I had to want more, didn't I? Now look at where I am and the situation I've put myself in.

I want to be with Josh. I want to kiss him, I want to feel his lips on mine just one more time. But at the same time, I'm scared that it will make me feel even worse. Because I knew that would be my last chance.

I'm eighteen today. It's a big milestone in my life, but I just can't seem to enjoy it... well, it's only 5pm. Josh could make me feel so much better. I woke up at three, but lucky enough, Josh can't be here until five minutes, so I've been getting ready and making myself look nice. I don't know who I was trying to impress really, Josh always was impressed by me. He was the sweetest devil.

I still had no clue as to where we were going. But knowing Josh, it would probably be somewhere expensive and incredible. He always goes all out for me, he's the best person in the entire world. That's another reason as to why I'm so in love with him. This kind of thinking is is what gets me in trouble.

I've been holding back all of my feelings about that night as much as I could, but it didn't work, now look.

I wish I could just tell him how I really felt. He's always saying I can tell him anything, but I can never tell him this. Our friendship would never be the same again, and he wouldn't feel the same. I would rather never tell him my true feelings than have our friendship be ruined and hurt him.

There was a knock at my door, so I knew that had to be him. I immediately wiped away my tears, hoping that I didn't look all puffy, like I had been crying. I ran to the door as quick as I could, opening it to see a delighted Josh with a bag in hand, like I had done with him.

"Happy birthday Olsie-polsie, bestest friend in the world, most angelic angel ever, the best person on earth." He nuzzled his face into my hair, wrapping his free hand around me. I loved it when he complimented me like this. I squeezed him as tight as I could, never wanting to let go of him. I loved his scent so much that I inhaled it rapidly.

"Hey, this is kind of like last week on my birthday when I was sniffing you!" He giggled. "But you smell way better than me, so come on, let's open your present."

I smiled as much as I could, pulling away so that Josh could hand the bag to me. I pulled out something heavy that was wrapped in wrapping paper. I carefully unwrapped it, super excited to see what it was. I threw the wrapping paper back into the bag, and oh. My. Freaking. Gosh.

It... I don't know what it was, but it was the most the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. It was a chunk of glass with Josh and I's face on it... it was a freaking hologram glass! With our faces on it, and we were hugging in the hologram photo! On the bottom, it had in very fine writing 'BFFs Forever.' It... it's so gorgeous, it's the most gorgeous thing I've ever seen...

"Do you like it? It took a lot of time for the- Oli? Why are you crying?" Josh spoke in an extremely worried tone. I didn't even notice I was crying again, but I was crying because of how incredible the gift was, not because I was sad.