Blood Buddy / Fransykes

Chapter 15

Josh's POV :)

Gorgeous.

He's so pretty when he sleeps, I can't help but stare. I found myself being calmed by watching him sleep, ever since I was a little boy I've always watched him sleep. It's basically therapy for me but actually effective. He'd wake up soon though, it was 10am. I had decided to skip college just to let him sleep some more.

I was just thinking, about everything. My father... I never thought he would cheat. I mean, I don't care about him or my mum, that's not what made me angry. It's cheating. I despise it. How could people do that? How could someone build a relationship, a home and a family with someone just to let it all go to waste for some other bitch?

I could never do that. Then again, I don't relate to any of these people. I've only ever loved, and will only ever love one person. He's the greatest gift in the world. Josh: you have the best person in the world.

I despise every other person except him. They're cheaters, they think negatively, they sleep around, they are just horrible people. There's only one person in the world who is perfect, that's Oliver Sykes.

He's never done a bad thing in his life. But, even if he were to, even if he were to commit the foulest, most disturbing and disgusting act in the world, I would not care. I would love him endlessly. He's a beautiful rose surrounded by thorns.

How? How? I ask myself this a lot, but how? How did the creator of the world, make someone so incredibly perfect, and decide to put him in my life? Fuck sake, I must have been a saint in my past life to deserve this.

His lips, they were parted slightly, with that beautiful pink colour I could just pair with mine all day.

His eyes, you couldn't see them because they were closed right now, but when he opens them, it's like a whole new world has just opened up. His world. Those hazel green eyes have seen everything I've done, and I had no problem with it.

Oh, and his nose - his adorable, bloody nose. It suited his face perfectly, as if whoever made him give him all the perfect features.

Ugh, don't even get me started on his cheekbones - how? How the hell did he get so adorable but so hot at the same time?

But, as much as I loved how he looked, I didn't care. I didn't care what he looked like, I would love his looks regardless.

No. No, the thing that is most perfect, his incredible, motherly, modest, nurturing, gifted personality. The way he takes care of me if I'm hurt, he freaks out if I have even the slightest scratch. He always makes sure I'm okay. I remember one time just a while ago, I had accidentally banged my hand on the wall, but he took it super seriously and took care of my hand. I hadn't done anything or gotten hurt recently to make him have one of those reactions, but maybe I should because he's so cute. He adored babies and animals, as if they were his own. That's how I know he'll be the perfect parent. If only I could give him children right now, when we're older, though. That's what he wants, after all. Also, he's super silly, but in an adorable way.

I really hoped he wouldn't choose to come on that mission with Denis and I. I know he'll be protected, but I'm still so scared... I know the family we're going to kill doesn't even have any weapons, so I guess it's stupid. But, I'm just a worrier, is all.

I feel... empty when he isn't here. I don't know, I know he's the same. Well, actually, he told me something similar but not the same yesterday - he's either sad or mad when I'm not with him, unless he thinks about me. It's not the same, but it basically is. It's why I always try to sleep at the same house as him, so does he. I think that I feel empty because I don't really feel anything towards anybody other than him, while he feels those negative emotions because of his mother or brother, which sucks. I hate when I can't sleepover with him and protect him. I'd rather he be at my house than there any day.