Unexpected Duo // Lisoo 리수 (Complete)

~•Chap.30•~

It was around one week since me and Lisa were doing okay, trying to make everything work. It was already hard on it's own, but the people whispering and gossiping was making everything worst. Lisa didn't seem to care but I sure did. And it was taking quite a toll on me.

«Lisa.» I started crossing my arms «We already went over this! No smoking and drugs or anything damaging for you!»
Lisa rolled her eyes as she stepped on the done cigarette as Jennie did the same «And I've told you, I do what I want with my life. And it's not like I smoke daily or anything like that. It's all once in a while, it won't become an addiction. I'm already addicted to sex and alcohol. And of course my Jennie unnie. That's more than enough.»
Jennie chuckled and kissed her on the lips, with tongue involved as my eyes widened, when they pulled apart Jennie winked «Thanks baby. I know I'm too addicting. That's why I have Taehyung wrapped around my finger and Kai begging me to give him another chance. Well, it's not gonna happen. I'll leave you with your dear Jisoo.» she said my name with disgust and mock «Have fun reading the Bible and doing nothing worth spending our limited time.»
She glared at me and while passing by, she hit my shoulder making me whine in pain, as Lisa said warningly «Jennie.» Jennie ignored her and went her way.

I pouted as Lisa said «I'm sorry, she's still mad...»
I grabbed her hand and interlaced hers with mine «It's okay. What matters is you...» Lisa gave me a small smile as I went on while we walked towards our dorm «Lisa... Instead of our dorm, can we go towards that kind of forest, where we can be alone? I want to talk to you.»
Lisa scrunched her face «About what?»
I shrugged «Just something I need to know and that sooner or later we'll need to get over with anyway.»
Lisa hummed «S-Sure.»

We silently walked around to find a peaceful place as Lisa caressed my hand in hers with her thumb. It felt nice. To have her back, by my side, to feel her affection, her warmth... To just have her.

«Thank you... For giving me a chance.» I said softly latching myself to her arm and hugging it, looking up at her
«I'm happy I did. I missed you. So, so much...»
I said «We have 7 years of friendship to get back.»
Lisa nodded «Just know, that being involved in my life again will mean more rules broken, crazy adventures and fun times!»
I gulped «I think I'm ready.»

After finding a nice spot, we sat on the ground, our backs against a tree, Lisa asked me «What did you wanted to talk about?»
I bit my lower lip but then looked at her, as she did the same after some seconds «Well... I still can't get out the words you told me when you were mad.

*Flashback to that day*

Lisa sat up quickly, her face definitely mad «Me!? ME!? I SHOULD BE THE ONE TO APOLOGIZE?! FOR WHAT!? UH?! FOR GETTING PUNISHED BECAUSE YOUR SHITTY GRANDMA HATES ME? FOR GETTING LABELED AND INSULTED BY YOU WITHOUT ANY THINKING? FOR WANTING TO JUMP OUT OF A WINDOW? FOR LOVING SEX AND HAVING MANY SEX PARTNERS? FOR BEING THE WAY I AM? FO–»
«Hold on!» I interrupted her «Jump out of a window?»
Lisa looked away and stood up coming towards me «You're surprised? How come since I still remember you eavesdropping mine and Jennie's PRIVATE talk?»
«But you also said you're fine.» I stated as she scoffed
«Cuz who in the right mind would want someone you love and care, to worry about you and your possible suicidal moments? Tsk, of course you can't understand, you don't have friends and you've never had any of this issues.»
I felt hurt, really hurt, but Lisa was right «I-I–»
«I-I-I what Jisoo unnie? Talk for goodness sake! I'm so so tired of people like you Jisoo. Like you AND your grandma.» Lisa exploded....

*End of flashback*

«Just why Lisa.... If you're not okay, why did you keep it for yourself? Why didn't you asked for help?» I questioned her as she looked away
«Jisoo... I don't wan–»
«No tell me Lisa. I'm Jisoo, your Jisoo, your Chu.» I interrupted her as she sighed
«I've already told you, no one in the right mind would make a loved one worry. You would actually be included into that... There's no other reason. And also maybe because I was alone since I was 6 thanks to whoever told my parents that it would have been a great idea to make me enroll here.»
I hummed «Lisa... Are you depressed or suicidal? Be honest.»
Lisa bit her lower lip «No... I would say no. Because I'm happy. I mean, life is full of shit, but I'm positive things will get better. Although suicidal... No I don't think, although I attempted at my life with Jennie recently... And I had thoughts. I won't say I am. I still value life somehow.»
«I think you are, whether you wanna acknowledge it or not. And it's okay Lili. It really is. It's okay, not to be okay. Because everyone has their lows. And your friends and loved ones are here for you. To help you. Heck, Jennie would become a serial killer if you asked her, she would enslave the whole institute.»
We both chuckled Lisa saying «Well, that's my Nini. She's the reason I'm still here and I'm sane.»
I rolled my eyes and playfully hit her with my shoulder on hers «You're not sane. You've never been. Also Lisa, can I also ask you, how did you become so obsessed with sex?»
Lisa shrugged «I just did. What do you expect a 6 years old would do all alone in an unknown environment? Look up to older people, trust them and try her best to survive. That's what I did. And it just... Happened. You can't understand why I still do that no matter what you or others says, unless you try it. I can't even try to explain you, because you wouldn't get it.»
I looked down and bit my lip for then say impulsively «Then show me.»
«WHAT!?» Lisa exclaimed looking at me with a shocked expression, her already big eyes, triple the size, making me realize it didn't sound right. So panicking and moving my hands I said
«No, no, no, no!! Not like that! I mean, yeah, but no! Ugh... Like show me all your steps since you came here and slowly ease me into the whole...» I moved my hands in kind of circles «This whole, sex addiction or whatever.»
Lisa's expression was still the same «Hold on! Aren't you like, full Catholic?!»

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Hi, hello, I know. Not that long of an update, but I wanted you to know, that I'm still alive and I still want to write and continue this story and write many more!
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