do you still think of me the way i wish you did? do you ever lay awake just thinking about that time when we had sat on the back of my car and just talked for hours? did it ever go too fast for you like it did for me? did you ever wish i didn't have to go? do you wish you said more? do you wish you did more? i wish i did more. i wish i told you. i wish i asked you. even though there was a storm inside my heart that was scared to settle for you, i wanted to. and even though i thought i didn't feel the way i felt for you, i did. and it burned me when you left. and i think that you taught me more than i could ever know. and i think that you're the best thing that could've happened to me. and i think i should wait for you. but i also think you have moved on. and i also think that you never felt that way to begin with. and i also think that you could've. and i also wish you did something. and the pain of your absence will haunt me until we meet again. 287 days. if i lie to myself enough, it doesn't seem that far. but it is. and that's okay, because it'll mean that when i do look you in the eyes again, i will simply fall into them. and when your soft smile graces your face, i will want to lean into it. and when your voice says it's first words to me after almost a year, i will wrap myself in it like a warm blanket. and i will never forget a single detail of you again.
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sickly sweet
Poetrythis is a book of poems or thoughts/feelings i have, all written down. heartbreak, love, pain, happiness and many more emotions and feelings of emptiness are all spread out in the words of this book. each chapter has a category, you'll find pattern...
