apologies | burn

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you used me
and i couldn't stop thinking about
about how you ripped my soul
into a million pieces
and how the whole time
you just wanted my body
and that confused me
because to me
my body is my worst feature
but you're just a teenage boy
and you just had to get your pain off you
and maybe you used me to do that
but two weeks wasn't enough to ruin me
you cracked me
but i healed
i have a scar
but i wear it with pride
and i wanted to hurt you
like you hurt me
but i realised
that's not growth
and the only way i will ever beat the hurt
is to grow from it
and nothing involving you would give me that
so i'm sorry for ever thinking
that you deserved that
because no
you deserve worse
but not from me
i'm not your fire
like i wanted to be
that's for the next person you break
she'll be your next fire
and all those hurt by you
will watch you burn

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