you // pain | giving up on you

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i feel you slipping through the cracks
part of me wants so badly to move on
but how can i?
i feel you everywhere and absolutely nowhere
it's exhausting
just to feel you existing around me
and yet i can't even see you
i just want to know if i will meet you again
and i want to know if you waited for me too
and i want to run into your arms and fall into them
drown in them
let them cover me so i will never be in pain again
but how can i allow myself to get so close to loving someone
who may not ever stick to me
i need commitment from you
and i get nothing but empty thoughts
i know i want you
what i don't know is if i should have you

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