Innocence

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I was falling for him~
So innocent....so pure....
That bunny smile drives me crazy...

I look at him eating with me, "banana shake" I place it on the table for him as he smiles, which I was addicted to.

"Don't go clubbing again...got it?" I cross my arms, " *gulp (shakes head) ok" Jungkook agrees not to go again...
What can I say? I was jealous....
He looks at me all confused but flustered remembering the things you did to him last night but he refuses to talk about it, out of shyness.
"U-ummm wh-What happened yesterday? How did I- we'll end up in your house, sleeping with you (blush)" kookie slowly chews the food inside his mouth, as his face goes red.

"O-o, you were d-drunk remember?
S-so I brought you to my house (fake chuckle)" you sip on some water, trying to stay calm, thinking he wouldn't remember a thing from last night....
But he did....
And you didn't know about it....

Jungkook looks down, trying to avoid eye contact, "thanks *gulp" being all shy and innocent.
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[This Morning]

Kookie slowly opens his eyes as the eyelids wrinkles up....
Seeing you in front of him, sleeping while facing him...

*gasp!
Jungkook jumps up "wh-wh-What? And why...b-but how? O wait-
I remember...*gasp" Jungkook remembers the sex and the pee incident, falling in deep despair "noooo~
I'm such an idiot" he grabs his hair in frustration.

He looks at your sleeping face, seeing your pale, dry lips.....he reaches for your lips, getting closer and closer and closer.....

*peck

You open your eyes in shock
(Push him away)

"What the fuck?!" I look at him...., slowly the memories kick in...
"O shit~....d-do you remember anything from last night? (Nervous)" you ask him desperate for a no...

Jungkook quickly denies, not being able to let out the truth.

It wasn't the first time we had sex, but this one was a bit awkward since I did all kind of shit to him, taking advantage of him being drunk.
I was acting like a total pervert....*sigh
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"Ya! Jungkook, come with me~
Let's hang out...."
I tell him after we had our meal...
In the cafeteria...

I do feel like, I'm liking him more and more but is this love? I can't tell....
But what if it is love? Then what?
I don't have any intentions of leaving namjoon....at all!

So I wanted to distance myself but it didn't work....

"Can we go eat together again(smiles)" Jungkook hops towards you with excitement and joy after class.
"I-I can't-" you try to walk away as he grabs you by your arm.
"No~
Please don't go~" he gently pulls you in.
"I don't have anyone to hang out with, even at home....things are shady...
Your the only one I trust..(puppy face)" Jungkook pouts, looking all sad and cute.....was not good for my heart!

When he said I was the only one he trusted and the fact I was the only friend he ever had! O god how can i deny after that sentence.
"F-Fine(griting your teeth not being able to say no)" Jungkook jumps on you, hugging you...as you punch him on his stomach.

*arghh!
"Ouch..." he sounds hurt.....haha he is hurt...
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From then on I didn't ignore him, in fact we got even closer...
But....
Things weren't looking right...for him

After a year had past...
He looked a bit odd, somewhat scary and depressed. He would look at the students with hatred, bringing fear in their hearts.
And that bunny smile disappeared.

"Hey Jungkook What's wrong?"

After a few holidays he came back looking like this....I was worried.

"Nothing carrot...." he fake smiles at you.
"Carrot?" You look at him, utterly confused with his attitude and behaviour.

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