Jihoon woke up with a hand holding his. He saw Jeonghan sleeping on his bed while holding his hand. He then caressed Jeonghan's hair and looked at the older. Jihoon is feeling guilty because he knows Jeonghan is hlabing a hard time now. The fact that he doesn't remember anything between them stress the hell out of Jihoon.
He felt Jeonghan moved so he removed his hand on the older's hair. "Why did you stop? It feels nice." Jeonghan said.
"I didn't do anything, hyung."
"Sabi mo eh. Are you okay? Wonwoo said sumasakit daw ulo mo kanina so he let you rest." The older asked. "Yes hyung, I'm feeling fine."
"What do you want? Gutom ka na ba? Wala pa sila Wonwoo dito eh but may mga fruits dito, baka gusto mo." Jeonghan offered.
"Can I have some water, hyung? Yun na lang muna hindi pa naman ako gutom."
Jeonghan reached for thmhe glass and poured water on it. He helped Jihoon to get up para makainom ito nang maayos.
"Hyung, sorry." Jihoon muttered after biyang uminom ng tubig.
"For what, Ji?"
"For everything, I know you're having a hard time because of me. I sorry if I forgot about us, sorry I hurt you." Jihoon said and tears are about to fall on his eyes.
"Don't be sorry, baby. Walang may kasalanan, it's not even your fault kung bakit ka nandito ngayon. It's alright, I'll wait for you until you remember everything. Ngayon pa ba ako susuko, nandito na tayo?" Jeonghan replied and let out a smile. For Jihoon, it's the most breathtaking smile he have ever seen.
Pareho silang napatingin sa pinto nang ipakita nito si Wonwoo na may bitbit na pagkain kasama sila Mingyu at Minghao. Wonwoo is looking at Jeonghan waiting for his reaction once he saw Minghao. This is not good.
"Yo, hyung how are you?" Mingyu greeted the older. "Medyo okay na, Gyu kaso medyo masakit pa rin yung katawan ko." The older replied.
"I brought Minghao with us, Ji. I hope you don't mind." Wonwoo said then placed the food on the table near Jihoon.
"Hi hyung hehe." Minghao said, shyly.
Jihoon doesn't know if the younger knows that he thought they are in a relationship. He only know Minghao as his friend hindi siya sure kung meron pa bang something between them. Mukha kasing parang may gustong sabihin si Minghao sa kanya.
"Sige, I'll leave the four of you here para makapagusap din kayo." Jeonghan said and was about to leave the room but Jihoon grade the older's wrist signaling him to stay. "Eat first before you go, hyung. I know kanina ka pa hindi kumakain." The younger said. Jeonghan can't do anything and just sit on the same chair he was seated earlier.
"How about the three of you? Kumain na ba kayo?" Jihoon asked. They all nodded.
"Yeap, para sa inyo lang talaga yan."
"Really? This much?"
"Knowing you Jihoon, kaya niyong ubusin yan." Napairap na lang si Jihoon dahil hindi niya pa kayang gumanti kay Wonwoo.
He noticed Jeonghan staring at him. "Hyung? May problema ba?" He asked.
"You're beautiful, Jihoon alam mo ba yun?"
"Grabe Jihoon, hindi ka pa ba maniniwalang boyfriend mo to? Napakacorny naman niyan." Sabi ni Wonwoo habang inaayos ang pagkaing para kay Jihoon.
"Hindi ko rin alam. I'm trying to remember anything tsaka kahit sabihin ni hyung yun, parang wala rin akong maramdaman." Jihoon said as he look at Jeonghan with sadness on his eyes.
"I told you don't push yourself muna. I'll wait until you remember na." Jeonghan said and smiled.
They see Minghao walking towards Jihoon grabbing a chair and placed it next to Jihoon's bed.
"Hyung, are you sure you're alright?"
"Okay na nga, Hao. Don't worry about me and what's with the sad face?" Jihoon asked the younger.
"I'm sorry if I didn't leave early I would have been with you that time. Wala tuloy akong nagawa, feeling ko kasalanan ko yun." Minghao said.
"It's not your fault ano ka ba. Bumawi ka na lang sakin, libre mo ulit ako pagkalabas ko dito." Jihoon said and slightly messed up Minghao's hair.
Meanwhile, Jeonghan is not happy with the scene he's currently watching. He should be the one Jihoon holding not Minghao. It really hurts him when Jihoon said Minghao is his boyfriend and not him. Matagal nang nagseselos si Jeonghan kay Minghao dahil Minghao is the fastest person Jihoon get along with.
Jeonghan cleared his throat catching everyone's attention. "Uh, I'm going to leave. I'll visit you tomorrow, Ji." Jeonghan said and Jihoon nodded.
"Ingat ka, hyung."
After that, Jihoon's parents came back and Wonwoo went home. He would probably stay more nights at the hospital since the doctors are still observing him since the trauma made him lost his memories. The day had ended but both Jeonghan and Jihoon can't drift off to sleep.
BINABASA MO ANG
complicated ✩ jeonghoon
Short Story❝i didn't know that love would be shitty and complicated like this.❞ -jeonghoon (jeonghan x jihoon) ©wongyurt (tagalog)