~ T e s s a V a l i r i e ~
Katapos ng dinner at kwentuhan agad ng nagpaakyat yung dalawang bata sa taas para matulog. Peter help me out na hilamusin sina Aldre at Aly. Sina Madie naman nasa may ibaba, iinom pa muna daw kami bago sila mag sipaguwian para naman daw masulit yung gabi.
"I can go home you know" Napatingin ako kay Peter ng magsalita siya, kanina pa kasi siyang walang himik. Nilapag na niya si Aly sa tabi nina Aldre at Franz.
"What are you saying??" I asked him. Yan ba iniisip niya simula kanina??
"I got it Tessa. I'm not that blind not to see everything" Mas lalong napakunot nuo ko, part of me breaking to see him like this.
"Peter..." I feel like this scenario happened before, like how every words of Hunter stabbing me and killing me....that's literally what I feel right now.
"It's my fault anyways, I push myself to you even if its so clear that-"
"Don't you dare continue that, you know what I really feel about you"
"I really don't know, tell me Tessa"
Do I really know??
"You're important to me Pete thats all I know...., I'm so thankful for having you, you helped my children to move forward from what happened to us, you know what? Whenever they are with you? They're so happy, genuinely happy and I never seen them being so happy like that for a long time since Hunter died"
Nakita ng pamilya kung paano ako ulit nagbago ng mawala si Hunter sa buhay namin. I was so broken, I don't know how to get up and restart my life without him.. then Peter came in, he help me out as much as he could even though we weren't that good. He tried to be close to me, to my kids and in just one snap, everything had back to normal and he made us happy, that's why owe him a lot.
"I'm sorry Peter, I can't just tell you now, I really don't know what feelings I have for you, if I have one or I don't. Cuz that thing, is not part of my plan anymore."
"I-I understand" I sighed to see his disappointment.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to give you hope on how I acted towards you. I-I just--I really didn't meant to--"
"Its fine, I'm sorry to bring this up again, I promise this will be last one I'll talk about this. Lets just pretend it didn't happened at all"
"Peter.."
"I'm fine Tessa, don't worry. I promise you, I won't change and I will still be Peter."
Why do I need to put on a situation like this??? Again??
"Cr lang ako guys" Maddie stood up saka pumasok sa luob. This is my chance, pagkakataon magtanong sakanila.
"Now, tell me what happened to Ivan? Why he's not here?" I finally asked them.
"We actually don't know" Josh answered me. Kaya pala nung mga nakaraan buwan kapag nakakausap ko isa sakanila, walang nagbabanggit kay Ivan sa binabalak nilang mga lakad namin kauwi ko. They never mentioned his name.
"Panong hindi niyo alam??"
"He maybe taking his time, alam niyong tahimik lang ang lalaking yon at sinasarili niya lahat ng problema niya. Lets just give him time to breathe. Alam kong may lalapitan siya isa saatin, he just need some break." Bella said. Di kaya he is facing depression or what?
BINABASA MO ANG
GAME OVER (spg)
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