you were having the time of your life in germany. you finally finished you university and got your masters and you decided to return to Korea to celebrate with your family. when you arrived in korea, you decided to stop by a restaurant to have your dinner.
you heard from someone that seungmin debuted in a group and became an idol. you told yourself , he probably is having fun right now. yes it's been years since he left you but you would still have your feelings for seungmin linger day and night. you kept reminding yourself that you didn't miss him but you have to admit, a part of you wanted to hug and kiss him and love him.
however, since he's an idol, there was no way you could see him. even if there was a miracle, you knew it wouldn't work out. he was your first love but you knew that it wasn't meant to be.
after you ordered your food, you went back to your table and decided to look through your camera. coincidentally, a familiar voice was playing through the speakers and you knew it was him. while looking through your pictures, you came across a picture someone took of you and seungmin. it didn't help that you could hear him singing in the background.
you felt your heart clench as you look back into your past. he meant everything to you. and you did too. you started sobbing quietly. you reminded yourself;
be happy that it happened. don't be sad because it's all over...
you finished your meal and went to the taxi stand. "hey you, stand number 2!" your taxi came and when you were rushing there, you bumped into someone. he pulls off his mask and stood there. you bowed halfway and said sorry. when you realised he just stood there, you knew... it was Seungmin.
he hugs you. you didn't return it... instead you pushed him away and left. that's when he realised that,
he lost you.