Fighting demons (Waterloo road)

Thirteen

Brookes head was a mess. She couldn't believe what Tom had said and how he had said that he was in love with her. Brooke didn't know what to think or who to believe. She knew that her bipolar was messing with her head and she didn't know what to do. She wiped the tears from her eyes "Brooke, are you up" Rachel asked as she walked into Brookes room and saw that she was sitting on the side of her bed. "I'm up" Brooke said as Rachel smiled "I made some breakfast, come and get something" Rachel said as Brooke looked to her and nodded. Brooke walked out of her room and sighed as she walked down into the kitchen. She frowned as she saw that Rachel had made some pancakes "what's all this for, it's not my birthday. You only make pancakes on my birthday" Brooke said as Rachel looked to her and smiled

"I know but I spoke to Leigh, well I argued with Leigh and I realised I haven't been there as much as I could. You have a mental illness and you are going to need me more than you think you do, which is why I have made you an appointment to see your councillor" Rachel said as Brooke looked to her and sighed "I'm okay mum" Brooke said as Rachel nodded "I know but I know you never stay okay for long and I don't want you to end up in a mental health hospital again. Do it for yourself okay?" Rachel said as Brooke looked to her and nodded. Brooke knew that she was having off days but she didn't want to end up sectioned again and hoped that doing this was going to help. She just wanted Rachel and Leigh off of her back

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Brooke got to school and stood in the hallway. She saw Tom as he walked down the hallway and walked in the opposite direction, Brooke knew that she was avoiding him. She was avoiding him over what he said and how he said that he loved her, Brooke didn't know what to think about it, it messed her head up and she didn't know who she could trust. Brooke walked along the hallway only to walk into Leigh. She groaned to herself as Leigh looked to her and frowned "Brooke, is everything okay" "fine, I wish everyone would stop asking me that" Brooke said. She felt as if she was being suffocated "no, your not. Your anxious. I know you, what is it" Leigh asked as Brooke sighed "I don't know, I don't know if I am being paranoid or not but Adam keeps looking at me weirdly and he's wanting to be alone it's Daisey, there is something off" Brooke said "it's going to be okay, I promise" Leigh said feeling worried

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Brooke sighed to herself as she walked into the common room. She sat down and sighed as she slipped her headphones in. She knew that her head was a mess and she didn't know how much longer she could act as if she was strong when she felt as if she wasn't strong enough. She felt as if everything was going to fall apart. But little did she know how right that she was...