The Power Inside (Kylo Ren)

Twenty Eight

Elle sat there on Ren's lap, processing his words carefully. She heard him let out a frustrated sigh before she felt him start to push her off of him as he tried to stand up. 

"Stop it." she demanded sternly. 

He stopped moving and remained still; she was frustrated with his childish behavior. 

You're mine.

Elle replayed the words over and over again in her head while they sat there in silence. 

"I...I don't think I'm anyone's." she muttered, finally breaking the silence. 

He pushed her off of him and stood up; he was seething with anger. Why couldn't she see how much he needed her? He would never allow anyone else to have her or to be with her. 

"Stop acting like this!" she yelled at him. 

"Leave!" he yelled back even louder. 

"No, you are not kicking me out of this room! What the fuck is your problem?" Elle was screaming at this point, thankful that no one could hear them though the thick metal walls. 

"You! You are my problem!" he admitted. 

She was taken aback by his admission as the words pierced through her, "Well I guess it's a good fucking thing that I'll be dead soon! Then I'll be out of your hair and you won't have to deal with me anymore!"

Elle was shaking with anger; if he truly meant what he said then she would gladly leave and never look back. 

"Fuck you and fuck this! I'll go stay with the people who actually give a shit about me!" she shouted as she ran towards the door. 

Before she could make it, the door swung shut and locked itself. Ren had used the force to prevent her from leaving which only pissed her off even more. 

She turned around and marched towards him, screaming as loud as she could. "What so now I can't leave even after you fucking told me to? What do you want from me?"

When Elle got close to him, she could see the streaks of tears that streamed down his pale face. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath to calm herself. Only Kylo Ren was capable of making her that angry then that calm in a matter of moments. 

"Ren, this isn't easy for me either but you're making it harder than it needs to be." she stated calmly. 

"I...I need you to be mine." he stuttered quietly. 

There was a very long pause between the two of them. Elle had a million thoughts running through her mind while Ren's head was empty.

"O...Okay." she decided. 

His face shot up to look at hers, "What?"

"I said okay." she repeated. 

Elle was scared to death right now; she had no clue what this meant or if she should even be agreeing to it. Her old self fought against this decision, not wanting to allow anyone to "own" her. What could it hurt though? She wanted to be with him for as long as she could before it was time, even if that meant agreeing to something she was unsure of. 

"Don't say okay if you don't mean it." he warned. 

"I don't know what it means. The thought of being owned by you is..."

He cut her off, "Gods Elle, I don't want to own you."

"Then what do you want?"

"Be with me and no one else." Ren responded quietly. 

Elle held his face in one hand while wiping away the tears with her other. "I thought we were already doing that?" 

"You had your arms wrapped around him." he said with disgust. 

"I don't care for him in the same way I care for you, Ren. He is my friend but I want to be with you." she tried to explain. 

Ren knew that she didn't feel the same emotions with TJ that she felt with him but he still couldn't help but feel angry. He would have snapped both of that kid's arms off if it wouldn't have ruined his relationship with Elle. 

When he didn't respond, Elle held his hand and started to pull him along with her, "Come on." 

He let her lead him into the bedroom where she let go of his hand and stood in front of him. Ren was curious as to what she was thinking; her face wasn't giving him any hints until he looked into her eyes. He saw the passion burning within them and it made his heart beat faster. 

"Elle, I..."

"Shh." she said, cutting him off. 

Elle swiftly pulled off her top, revealing that she hadn't been wearing a bra today. He let out a low growl at the sight of her perky breasts. His first instinct was to reach out and massage them but he held back. She followed this by taking off her bottoms and underwear at the same time. Ren's hungry eyes scanned every inch of her body, memorizing each detail as if he would never see it again. 

She walked up to him and started removing his outer uniform; he slid his hands over hers to help speed along the process. 

"You're beautiful." he whispered under his breath.

Elle looked up at him and her face turned a shade of pale red. It was the first time he had ever seen her blush and it made him smile. She tried to turn away and hide it but he held her cheek so she couldn't. She managed to remove his armored layer as well, leaving only the thin inner layer remaining. 

Elle pulled him over to the bed, "Lay down." 

His dominance was telling him not to but he ignored it and did as she said; Ren was even more curious as to what she wanted. She climbed on top of his lap and slid off his shirt. Elle leaned down and kissed his neck softly, leaving a trail of small purple marks that led to his shoulder. He let out a quiet groan and placed his hand in one of hers. 

She smiled and started to place kisses from his chest, all the way down until just above the thin layer of fabric covering his lower body. These kisses were more rough and left bigger marks than the ones on his neck and shoulder. Elle secretly enjoyed marking him where no one else could see. 

Her fingers traced the muscles of his abdomen, causing them to tense up. She slowly pulled down the last thin layer that covered what she wanted and his already hard length sprung out from underneath the clothing. Her hand softly stroked his shaft a few times before she rubbed her thumb over the tip; he released a withheld moan. 

She studied him intently before lowering her head and placing rough kissing all over his full length. She could feel him throb in her hand as her tongue flicked across his tip, making his body jump in excitement. She smirked to herself and looked up at him. Ren's full attention was focused on her and what she was doing. 

Elle wrapped her mouth around his thick cock and slowly bobbed her head up and down. She had only done this once before to trick a guy. She hated doing it then but this time was different; Elle actually craved to have him inside of her mouth. She wanted to please Ren, to show that she cared deeply for him. 

Her hand stroked his length in sync with the rhythm of her bobbing. His hands had found there way into her hair and was holding it out of her face. Each growl of pleasure that escaped from his lips compelled her to suck even harder and faster. Elle could feel herself getting hot and wet just from sucking him off. 

Ren thrust his hips up against her instinctively. She tried to fit every inch down her throat but he was way too big; she choked and gagged on his length. He seemed to enjoy that so she continued doing it. Elle could feel her core begging for attention so she stopped. 

His head shot up to look at her as soon as her mouth left him; he was close to release and she knew it. Elle could see the desperation and lust in his eyes. In that split moment, she understood what he meant when he asked her to be his. She had him and didn't want anyone else, ever.