Forgiving Him|Completed

☄Chapter 19☄

The closing of a door wakes me up from my slumber. My mom walks into my room. Taking a seat on the edge of my bed, she starts to cry.

Oh holy mother, it's too early for this.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I have no excuse. Nothing to say. I'm only sorry" she keeps on crying.

I pull her into a hug, somehow understanding where she is coming from. It wouldn't have been easy for me too, to tell the girls that I'm divorced if I were ever married and tell them the main reason even.

"It's okay mom. I understand"

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After I take a shower and get dressed, I give the nanny and call and speak to my girls. I receive a call from Zion right after

"You saved him! You saved that motherfucker!" He yells into the phone

"What the hell Zion. You can't call me and talk to me like that. It's my life and it's my choice. And I choose to save him. You don't have a say in this. Besides he was innocent"

"So what about us now? You gonna leave everything and take him? I left everyone and everything in New York and came to Paris just to be with you. Just to be by your side and you've left me for him? Left us?"

This dude has got to be drunk

"Listen to me carefully Zion. First of all, there was never an us. The last time I checked, I didn't ask you pack and cross the country for me. You left because you wanted to. You said you had business there. So don't sit there and blame me. You knew very well I wasn't into relationships. And you never made a move on me, and even if you did I would've stopped you right there. You knew how I fucking felt. So don't go yelling at me like some wife who has just found her husband cheat. When you are ready to be civil, you give me a call" I say and hung up

I wasn't ready for this! Guess I'm not ready for a lot of things these days

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"I decided I bring you breakfast this morning" I say, entering Jace's hotel room

"You're an angel sent from God" he says, opening up the package of pancakes and coffee

"I need to talk to you"

"Sure, go ahead" he replies when he notices my seriousness

"Gideon said that he was paid to set you up. That someone killed my father and not you. We need to find out who is after you. That is the only way we're going to be happy"

"You're right. I've gotten into that myself and I have a location. But I don't think I'm ready"

How did he get a location so fast? Guess you should never under estimate what a business man can do

"I respect that. Whenever you're ready, we'll bring those people to book" I say to him, not one hundred percent believing myself because I don't know how long I can keep this anticipation in, and put all these lies behind me