(THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT, PLEASE READ)Hey, everybody! I kind of hate how this story is going.. I don't know why- it just seems really cringy to me now. And I hate how fast I made Anti turn soft. I know there are different types of Anti, and I can make him however I want.
But I still hate how quickly I made us both fall in love in this story. I originally made this when I barely read any other Anti fanfics, so I didn't really know how he should act in a book. Not trying to say that I'm copying anybody, or anything- I'm not trying to say that at all! It's just that I kind of hate the way I made this. I don't hate him- I love him. And to be honest, it makes me feel less lonely. I read over my chapters before I sleep, and somehow, it makes me feel like someone is protecting and watching over me as I sleep. That probably sounds really creepy, but I promise, I'm not trying to make it seem that way. I struggle a lot with loneliness, and feeling really cold and empty when I go to sleep. Most of the time, even crying myself to sleep.But I don't want this to be all about me. This is about the book.
I'm thinking about writing another story, to be honest. Since I already kind of have a plot thought out and everything. I want the Anti in the other story to be more rough and showing his emotions much less. Not saying that he won't be soft or anything, but not right off the bat, ya know?
I'll still write this story when I can, trust me! But I'll be concentrating more on the other one.
I really sorry.. and hope you guys don't mind.
I'll see you there, I guess?
-Mary
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Falling in Love with The Demon (Antisepticeye Fanfiction) 🚨 DISCONTINUED 🚨
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