Skin, Heart and Mind ~ Nemi

19.

NICK P.O.V.: I couldn't stand watching Demi. She looked even sexier than ever with those clothes she was wearing. And also the fact that she cared about me that much irritated me. Like of course I get she cares cause we're best friends and I care about her a lot too, but tonight it was frustrating me.

I sighed when we arrived to the club. If I had good luck, she wouldn't dance tonight...if she did, I was lost.

We walked inside the club and sat all together drinking some alcohol, except for Demi. I thanked God when I realized that tonight, in that club it was "karaoke night" and we were the only people there. Kelsey sang a song making everyone laugh and then she gave me the mic.

Nick: no, I don't want this (I gave it to a boy of the band and he started to sing a song while I watched Demi laughing behind her friends and drinking water)

I knew I was wrong for treating her the way I did, and I started to feel bad for it so I just moved to another seat next to her.

Nick: is it too late to ask for forgiveness? (She chuckled still looking at the singers)

Demi: probably not

Nick: can you look at me at least? I feel like I'm talking to a wall

Demi: (she glanced at me) what do you want me to say? It's okay, I forgive you, you treated me like shit but I forgive you

Nick: are you mad at me now? (She shrugged)

Demi: nope, but I'd like to know why were you so mad at me (I chuckled)

Nick: you wouldn't understand it (she rolled her eyes and sipped on her water)

Demi: fucking bullshit Nick. I could understand if you told me about it. I always understand you

Nick: believe me, not this time

Demi: okay, whatever you say (we turned our heads back to the show and a some people more sang some awful songs if I can be honest)

I was drinking more than I should, I knew it but I felt like I needed it to resist the temptation that I would get once Demi had to share the bus with me. I decided to stop drinking when I stood up and saw the floor blurry.

Nick: holy fuck (I said holding onto the table)

Demi: you're okay? (She asked laughing and I nodded smiling with closed eyes) come sing with me

Nick: what? I can't even see straight

Demi: come on...(she grabbed my arm and gave me a mic before walking me to the tv)

Nick: okay, which song?

Demi: duh, "You're the one that I want"

Nick: the one from Grease? (I asked raising my eyebrows and she nodded)

We sang the song but I think it kind of went a little awful when I had to sing. Cause I didn't remember all the words and I wasn't seeing really straight. Demi smiled at me after finishing the song and I saw her face so close I thought I'd kiss her right there. But I didn't, thanks god.

We went back to the buses a while later and I smirked when I saw her in her pyjamas ready to get into her bunk bed.

Nick: you should sleep in the bed (I heard my mouth say)

Demi: but you'll be there

Nick: I don't mind sleeping with you (I said walking closer to her)

Demi: I'm better here, don't worry (I chuckled and put my arms on her sides as I pushed her body to the wall where the bunk beds were) what the fuck are you doing? (She asked laughing)

Nick: what do you think I'm doing?

Demi: you're really drunk Nick (she said and chuckled again)

Nick: no, I don't think so

Demi: yes, you are. Excuse me, can I go to my bed already? We have to get up early (I chuckled and pressed my body to hers making her eyes open widely) N-Nick

Nick: shh (I said quietly to her and put my index finger on her lips as I licked my lips)

Demi: we should go to sle- (I didn't let her finish cause I pressed my lips against hers. She didn't push back at first, but then, she pushed me away and slapped my face instantly bringing her hands to her mouth as I covered my cheek with my hand) fuck, I'm sorry

Nick: yea, sure you are (I said and stormed into my room slamming the door)

I never really thought that alcohol would make me grow some guts. Well, I guess now I know.